CRYPTICLXVI
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I admit that before leaving Cali I made an acquaintance (it takes a lot for me to consider someone a friend) on a vanilla site and we are meeting for sushi tonight. She is involved with the scene here in Portland and once my situation gets closer to normal... and her's as well, she is willing to introduce me to several groups, gatherings. I think that will be good the "once-a-sub" I left wanted out of it as soon as we had started several years ago, she had issues, imagine that? I am looking forward to it, to meet like minded people. I also admit that though I loved the woman I left, it is damned good to be away from her general craziness, though I was conscious in decisions made, it has become obvious how toxic she had been to my own being. I also admit that I appreciate the few people I have made connections with here, those here and those who have moved on in their lives. Not easy for me to say but "thank you".
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