Phoenixpower
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ORIGINAL: GreedyTop I admit he said when he was here to feed the cats while I was in Florida, he figured I was some kind of dominatrix. LOL I did not confirm or deny!! I admit I wished my landlord would get such an impression from me....but I guess since the last time I had my car in his garage and there was a pissed through kid mattress in my car as this was part of a bed I bought on ebay (as I was unable to go home at first to put that in the trash as then my battery probably wouldn't have made it to his garage anymore at all) he might have gotten a somewhat more embarrassing impression I admit my kids at work make it very hard for me now to leave that workplace...its touching but at the same time heartbreaking I admit F asked me this evening "S, why are you in a foul mood?" I admit I responded "why are you thinking that I would be in a foul mood?" I admit he answered "cause you resigned!!!" I admit as it was him who was on the run in my may sleep-overs and I had to pick him up drunk from the police and had some other rather annoying incidents with him, I was touched that he actually asked...cause as he isnt from my group I did not expect him to ask at all... I admit some time ago it was in discussion that he would change to our group where I though "please not....cause I would lubs to key work him but at the same time its pointless to stay with that group leader"... I admit I told him that I would have loved to key work him and he asked if I would change my mind if he would change to our group...where I laughed at him and said "F....you know that this is not in our hands." I admit he would be really hard work to work with but he has an attitude on himself that I would have loved that challenge to take on that responsibility with him... I admit after I told him about my new position he realised that it is a better post and potentially even a better payment and so understood that I took on that job... I admit its nice to experience the rare moments where the boys dont behave like fucking weirdos but instead like a normal teenager in that age...actually being able to ask proper questions, able to listen and able to come to good conclusions... I admit at the same time its heartbreaking to know...that the adults screwed it up again, which sadly isn't that uncommon in my field...as I wouldn't have left, if the teamleader would have taken more responsibility in his post than just tossing his big mouth inappropriately...
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