JstAnotherSub
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ORIGINAL: wandersalone smiles I admit it is lovely to have people welcome me back I admit that I am in my christmas downward spiral, withdrawing from my friends as christmas day gets closer. Well meaning friends say that my little brother would be sad to see that I still get upset over his death which just makes me feel worse. We all grieve differently and show our emotions in different ways, it doesn't mean that I have unresolved issues, it simply means that he and I were very close and I loved him so much. shrugs, some people are stoopid. I admit I will check in here once a day but have pretty much stopped posting anywhere else on the net love, hugs and blessings to each and every one of you xxxx Fuck them. My mom died in December of 2000, and while it is not every year now, I do get the bad holiday funks. Grief is something that I believe you have to let flow when you feel the need, or damage is done. Cry if you need to and smile if you can. Remember to breathe in and breathe out. Everything else will come as it is meant to.
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