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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/22/2014 12:49:21 PM   
FieryOpal


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ORIGINAL: smileforme50

I admit....
I was a little surprised by this...I wasn't expecting this to happen until week when we got closer to the Thanksgiving holiday, but....
It's been 5 months since my mom passed away and for the most part I've been ok. I think because I've been keeping myself busy...and inheriting her car has taken a tremendous amount of stress off of me that I've dealt with for way too long.
Yesterday morning I woke up feeling VERY melancholy....not crying....but tears in my eye....thinking about her and really missing her..and about this being the first holiday without her.

I admit I'm also going through some serious doubts about a Dom I have been seeing and trying to build a relationship with for the past 9 months. I really like him....there is so much potential I see with us....both lifestyle and vanilla wise, but there have been some recent conversations we've been having lately that have me saying "I don't know...." And it's kind of pissing me off.

I admit that I have many heart-warming Thanksgiving memories of my family.
I admit that I also inherited my mother's car (which I didn't need, but it was nice to have a better 2nd car than the one we had) and a boatload of other miscellaneous & sundry items that had belonged to her, my brother, and my father.
I admit that I burst into tears in front of strangers everywhere I went when we went to lay flowers on my mother's grave earlier this month in celebration of her birthday...then had dinner at her favorite buffet (where I cried in front of the server & other restaurant patrons).
I admit that the best thing you can do at times is to think about what things made your loved ones happy, and then do those things in their memory. Replace the sadness with joy, remembering their joy. Replace any feelings of guilt with thankfulness & gratitude.

I admit that virtual hugs are no replacement for real hugs, but sometimes you have to make do.
I admit that all the affection my kitties show me does not go unrewarded.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/22/2014 2:05:32 PM   
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I admit that I'm terrible about getting myself injured at work.
I admit this often comes in the form of burns from hot pans.
I admit that last night meant two burns, on my arm and my chest, from pans straight out of the oven.
I admit oww.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/22/2014 8:00:05 PM   
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I admit...tonight I was sitting on a really flimsy bench with about ten other people- it broke- all of us went down. The bench hit the back of my knee, and scraped all the way to my heel. While I don't mind the bruising- the swelling is making my Achilles really really sore.
I admit I made 50 popovers today for this event. While I love making popovers- this was a little much.
I admit I have tracked on my fitness pal like 12 days in a row- which is so kind of record.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/22/2014 8:08:05 PM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: smileforme50

I admit....

I was a little surprised by this...I wasn't expecting this to happen until week when we got closer to the Thanksgiving holiday, but....
It's been 5 months since my mom passed away and for the most part I've been ok. I think because I've been keeping myself busy...and inheriting her car has taken a tremendous amount of stress off of me that I've dealt with for way too long.
Yesterday morning I woke up feeling VERY melancholy....not crying....but tears in my eye....thinking about her and really missing her..and about this being the first holiday without her.

I admit I'm also going through some serious doubts about a Dom I have been seeing and trying to build a relationship with for the past 9 months. I really like him....there is so much potential I see with us....both lifestyle and vanilla wise, but there have been some recent conversations we've been having lately that have me saying "I don't know...." And it's kind of pissing me off.




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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/22/2014 8:28:14 PM   
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I admit it, at this very moment I am standing in the Pacific Ocean.

I am not trying to rub it in. For me it is connecting and getting grounded by this beautiful earth.

I admit it the sun has set probably 1/2 hour ago but there is still a bit of light and still others in the ocean. Swimming and a guy on a longboard with a paddle.

It is very serene and I wish I could sleep here.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 8:21:29 AM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: shiftyw

I admit...tonight I was sitting on a really flimsy bench with about ten other people- it broke- all of us went down. The bench hit the back of my knee, and scraped all the way to my heel. While I don't mind the bruising- the swelling is making my Achilles really really sore.
I admit I made 50 popovers today for this event. While I love making popovers- this was a little much.
I admit I have tracked on my fitness pal like 12 days in a row- which is so kind of record.


I admit....I will respond....

1. Owwwwwww!!!!!
2. I admit that I'm going to try to make challah bread today.....a woman I work with gave me some recipes to try and I've never made it before. And the Dom I am training with is Jewish....so I wanted to make him some for the holiday
3. I admit that shifty got me back to looking at the My Fitness Pal website again.....but I still haven't been able to drag my lazy ass out of bed early enough to go to the gym. shit...

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 8:24:43 AM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: DeviantlyD

I admit it, at this very moment I am standing in the Pacific Ocean.

I am not trying to rub it in. For me it is connecting and getting grounded by this beautiful earth.

I admit it the sun has set probably 1/2 hour ago but there is still a bit of light and still others in the ocean. Swimming and a guy on a longboard with a paddle.

It is very serene and I wish I could sleep here.


Nice imagery.

The only thing that I can remotely relate to, is it's very sunny in NJ and the view from my windows faces the NYC skyline and Hudson River.

Everything is sparkling!

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 9:51:40 AM   
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am sick and tired of the local scene.

C and I went to the local dungeon for an event/party last night... and I've noticed something.

For something that is supposed to be a public space to play, voyeurism seems to be forbidden, which is awkward since an audience is literally the only reason we go to this dungeon. DM's routinely shoo onlookers away from observing scenes in the little siderooms, (Annoying, please come back, pull up a chair or something), and someone pulled his SUPADOM™ voice after C put our bag just inside the door of a room that he was playing in. Came out hissing and pissing about "interrupting my scene." That sort of move is SOP for holding a place in line, and recommended by staff as a polite, "I'm next" indicator.

It's crap. If I wanted to play with nice equipment by myself I'd go to the garage.

Let's all go play in public BUT HOLD ON NO ONE LOOK!! MIGHT BE BUTTS!!

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 10:15:40 AM   
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I admit it's my birthday, and i am going out to lunch and he's letting me take my 3 oldest stuffed toys to sit at the table with us.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 10:24:24 AM   
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I am very sorry you got hurt i hope it's better soon!
quote:

ORIGINAL: shiftyw

I admit...tonight I was sitting on a really flimsy bench with about ten other people- it broke- all of us went down. The bench hit the back of my knee, and scraped all the way to my heel. While I don't mind the bruising- the swelling is making my Achilles really really sore.
I admit I made 50 popovers today for this event. While I love making popovers- this was a little much.
I admit I have tracked on my fitness pal like 12 days in a row- which is so kind of record.



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We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 10:31:26 AM   
shiftyw


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quote:

ORIGINAL: LittleGirlHeart

I admit it's my birthday, and i am going out to lunch and he's letting me take my 3 oldest stuffed toys to sit at the table with us.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 10:42:32 AM   
FieryOpal


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quote:

ORIGINAL: shiftyw
quote:

ORIGINAL: LittleGirlHeart

I admit it's my birthday, and i am going out to lunch and he's letting me take my 3 oldest stuffed toys to sit at the table with us.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

I admit that I'm also sorry that you got hurt, shifty, especially since you have to stand on your feet a lot at work.

LGH, enjoy your day. Here's to keeping your spirits uplifted.

P.S. I'll admit to letting you in on a little secret. I admit we don't just celebrate birthdays.
I admit we celebrate all week long. I admit it's a fun family tradition.



[ETA: RR, too bad about those burns. I hate getting burned, so you have my sympathies also.
I admit the oven is the worst culprit. Then bacon grease spatters.]
[ETA2: I admit I'm not sure whether they're spatters or splatters. ]

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 1:48:09 PM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: RockaRolla

I admit that I'm terrible about getting myself injured at work.
I admit this often comes in the form of burns from hot pans.
I admit that last night meant two burns, on my arm and my chest, from pans straight out of the oven.
I admit oww.


I admit that one time I had the *weirdest* burn....and it also involved cooking...

One morning I was making something for a special occasion function at my job. So I got up extra early, put it all together and put it in the oven to bake while I got my shower. When I was getting out of the shower, the over timer started to go off so I ran to the kitchen (wrapped in a towel) I opened the oven, bent down to get the pan out, my towel fell off and somehow my left boob got in the way. I got myself a nice burn just below my left nipple.

The really bad thing.....was that I bandaged it up and thought I was taking good care of it, except after a few days the tape and band-aids started to irritate my skin around the burn. I didn't know what else to do.....so I went to the urgent care center.

That is one of those injuries you do NOT want to have to explain to medical professionals....

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“I’m so fucking wet! Give it to me now!”

She could scream all she wanted…..I was keeping the umbrella.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 1:52:25 PM   
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I admit, happy birthday to LGH!
I admit there was no bacon involved in my burns.
I admit it happened when making loaves of bread, and taking said loaves out of their pans.
I admit the pans got too close to my chest in the process.
I admit the burns are healing well but are far too obvious.
I admit I've never realized how few of my tops aren't low-cut.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 1:58:21 PM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: RockaRolla

I admit, happy birthday to LGH!
I admit there was no bacon involved in my burns.
I admit it happened when making loaves of bread, and taking said loaves out of their pans.
I admit the pans got too close to my chest in the process.
I admit the burns are healing well but are far too obvious.
I admit I've never realized how few of my tops aren't low-cut.


I admit that I am getting ready to bake some bread this evening....thanks for the warning RR!!

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“Give it to me!” she yelled
“I’m so fucking wet! Give it to me now!”

She could scream all she wanted…..I was keeping the umbrella.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 2:13:12 PM   
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I admit I still carry the scars of burns from bread tins from when I was a baker in the merchant marine. Cooking and baking on a ship that is rolling like a bitch is NOT a game I recommend !!

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 2:18:44 PM   
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I admit- not once in my life, but TWICE, I've gone and caught pans falling out of the oven bare handed and HATED myself for it- both times though I save the items on them...you know...at the expense of my flesh- but I'm very dedicated...or stupid...something like that.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 2:33:57 PM   
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I admit I don't hold marks well, and scars are no exception.
I admit there were similarly nasty burns on my arms in recent times that have faded almost completely.
I admit this is good for occupational hazards, bad for the bedroom.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 2:47:47 PM   
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I admit it has been a really brutal two days.
I admit my grandfather was diagnosed with esophageal cancer in March and given 4 to 6 months to live, and we surpassed that two months ago.
I admit today is the first day he has only been able to keep down water.
I admit he is hungry- and everyone hates that he can not even keep down his smoothie anymore- it is like torture for him.
I admit I am not religious but I am pleading with whatever is out there or whatever has power...please let him go peacefully and quickly. He is holding his DNR on his person he is so ready to go. He is frightened and tired of being sick. Please...PLEASE let it happen quickly. :(

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 11/23/2014 2:58:42 PM   
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I admit I want to give hugs to shifty.

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