Aynne88
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I admit that Inky's new pic is hot! I admit that I am blowing a kiss nighty night to Red :) I admit that today was our "official" one year anniversary of being a couple and even though I have known him for almost 20 years we were both with other people, so it isn't like this is a new relationship friendship wise it is so new love and amazing relationship wise. I admit that I know I shouldn't do it but I know that I want to just show my beautiful necklace he gave me today to commemorate that date, it is a pirate coin that I have admire forever set in a gold bezel with a gorgeous chain and I cried when he gave it to me. I have more admits but they are sucky ones and so maybe I will post them later. So I don't seem coy I will just say he is dealing with some major suck health issues and I fucking hate it and on Monday he flies out to the Vanderbilt-Ingram cancer center in Tennessee. I wonder why, living in Maine, they want to get him there asap. I am scared. I admit that I am all befuddled and the diabetes was bad enough, but now the CLL diagnoses....I am really trying hold it together. I admit I am grateful that he can at least afford healthcare and realize that so many can't. Can you guys send me some huge good karma please? Fuck me, I am crying again. Ugh.... Okay, just to give him (his name is John) credit for being so awesome, here is my necklace, it's the longer one, beneath my "collar". Thanks for understanding. <3. I might need some love pretty soon, and I don't deal with this well. I can if it were me, but not my loved ones. Love to you all....
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As long as people will shed the blood of innocent creatures there can be no peace, no liberty, no harmony between people. Slaughter and justice cannot dwell together. —Isaac Bashevis Singer, writer and Nobel laureate (1902–1991)
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