Aynne88
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I admit that John has been home from the hospital for 5 days and he is (especially noticable yesterday) like 80% back to his former self. He looked like that strong sexy tanned Italian man that I fell in love with. His eyes were shining and he was walking with his old 'swagger. " ;) I admit that I am so so so grateful to the doctors in Tennessee that diagnosed him, treated him, and one woman MD. in particular that came in every day and made him feel cared for and not scared. I admit that yesterday we were supposed to be going through his copious medical paperwork, billing, etc., but we wound up spending 3 hours with the door to the conference room locked, having lunch, holding each other, then some much needed physical reconnecting. I curled up on the floor after and just sobbed. I think sometimes he is taken aback by such emotion, but tells me he craves it after a very lengthy emotionally bankrupt marriage. (I can relate). I admit today we have business associates here from Rhode Island and Tennessee and we are all flying over the bay to look at a spot on an island to set up a buying station and then off to have lunch at a beautiful place on the water called "The Boathouse." I admit I am going to look my very best for him today. I admit it is an absolutely gorgeous wonderful day and I love the most wonderful man in the world. I know it can turn upside down on a dime, so I am going to embrace every moment of this amazing time, and face whatever challenges may come with him by my side.
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As long as people will shed the blood of innocent creatures there can be no peace, no liberty, no harmony between people. Slaughter and justice cannot dwell together. —Isaac Bashevis Singer, writer and Nobel laureate (1902–1991)
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