BKSir
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I admit, I spoke with C. tonight, if only for a couple minutes as it was late, and it was as awkward as I'd expected. I admit though that it was a step forward and good for the healing process for both of us I think. I admit, I do still love him as much as I thought. I admit that it's time to move on though and I'm glad for that. I admit that I couldn't forgive him for some of the mistakes he made, because I saw nothing to forgive. Mistakes aren't things that need to be forgiven, they're things to be learned from. I admit we both made mistakes and learned from them. I admit, I'm not able to sleep right now, because of the freedoms and piece of mind that it gave me after talking with him, there's someone else I very much want to talk with (we may as well start referring to him as "L"), and very much wish to call. I admit that no matter how much I want to call, I won't since it's 5:15am for him and he's going to his first Pride tomorrow... today technically. I admit that I'll call L. tomorrow afternoon, just to make his already (hopefully) great day even better. I admit that there are other more annoying reasons I can't sleep also, but that's another matter entirely.
< Message edited by BKSir -- 6/26/2010 2:18:00 AM >
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