Aynne88
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ORIGINAL: DarkSteven I admit that if I had a relationship with Aynne and screwed it up, that I would spend the rest of my days being lonely and bitter as well... Honest to god Steven you don't even know how much that meant to read right now. I am drained, exhausted and so ful of the same feelings that I had during our marriage..inadaquecy, stupid, useless, and all the things he made me feel every day, plus the feelings in the pit of my stomach when he would pull into the driveway like "Oh my god is the house clean enough, is the dinner good enough, is he in a good mood, do I make him happy" (never) ....anyway.. I admit that your post in all sincerity brought tears to my eyes, I am in *that* dark place tonight. Thank you and I really needed that. DIS, thank you too, I so need a hug right now, thank you sweetheart.
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As long as people will shed the blood of innocent creatures there can be no peace, no liberty, no harmony between people. Slaughter and justice cannot dwell together. —Isaac Bashevis Singer, writer and Nobel laureate (1902–1991)
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