Toppingfrmbottom
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I admit that on somedays when I am feeling lost and the interest in self harm has come around, but it;s not seriously bothering me, I think of calling my therapist to say "hi I am bummed, and I am thinking now is a good time to cut myself" but I don't want to bother"" her. She'd be more than willing to talk to me , but I am reluctant to do so, and I'm not really sure why. Maybe I am just worried that I never know if it's a good time to call, or maybe I feel I'd be worrying her for nothing, there isn't anything she can do to help, if there was a severe problem, other than tryt o talk me into getting help or something, to which I can easily refuse an then what recourse does she have then. She doesn't have my address or know where I live. I also admit that the reluctance to call is cause when I am in an emotional funk I don't wanna talk, to verbalize I wanna be quiet an be held, and be inside myself.
< Message edited by Toppingfrmbottom -- 9/8/2010 8:03:44 PM >
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