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CynthiaWVirginia -> RE: Arousal Cycles - WOMEN only (3/23/2010 1:38:33 PM)
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since I am so orgasmic, that they are GREEEAAAT in the sac
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But, I do sit at the front of the bus (to stare at my fave driver's big hands turning the steering wheel) and that is enough to set me off into lala land., especially if I chat him up about life and then they keep talkin' (I'm such a user [;)]).
Glad to see this has given you some truly enjoyable moments, instead of just all the bad. This is not a character fault you have, it's reasonable to sometimes take the lemons life throws at you and make lemonaide, and since you have such a short arousal cycle, you probably would have cum on the bus anyway, or at the bus stop. Better to help trigger it while sitting down than have it just happen while crossing a busy street full of cars, LOL.
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Lectures, the same thing. If the prof had a hot, deep voice (although the topic was interesting) I look down after at my notes and there is nothing but chicken scribble., maybe a doodle. Lameee
For some reason, I keep seeing that scene in my head from that movie Police Academy, the first one. Remember poor old Commandant Lazaard standing at the podium giving a speech in front of a crowd? And inside the podium was a hooker that Mahoney had paid to give Lazaard a blow job, lol. Lazaard was getting his rocks off in front of a crowd, and had to try and act like nothing was happening. You've been having to deal with this usually unwanted stimulation since you were 7, and not let anyone know what was happening. I think it's sad that you had nobody to turn to without losing face.
As for your family doctor, he probably has no idea the effect all those family pix can have on people who have something very embarrassing to tell him. I'm glad you're finding some way to do so anyway, even if your eyes have to be looking at the carpet so you can't watch his face. He's a family man...wouldn't it be funny if because you enlighten him to your condition...he later discovers that others are experiencing the same. Maybe within his own extended family?
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Got appt. on the 31st for some intake interview with a doc at the university.
Good. And if you do end up on some medication for this, your family doctor has had years of experience and will learn to deal with the fact that this has been too humiliating/embarrassing to bring up before and...honestly, once you start covering up something as young as from 7 years old, it becomes very hard to admit it and come out of the closet. Once I heard of this problem, I thought nymphomania, but after I read all you and the others had to say I understand...and I'm not even an MD with years of experience like this family doctor is. He might even surprise you and be amazingly sweet and understanding. Especially if he gets the paperwork first (addressed personal, so his office girl doesn't open it instead of him) and has time to look it up and think about how hard this would have been for a child to deal with. He's been a daddy too, what if it had been one of his own children?
Even if his pride is wounded that you went to someone else first behind his back, you could help his injured pride by soothing him with an apology...you're so sorry that you couldn't say this to his face and were too humiliated to let him know before now, and that it's been so hard to drop this bomb...you'll know what to say when/if the time comes.
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