twicehappy
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Joined: 2/5/2006 Status: offline
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Let me start by saying I am with you on not being just anybody’s sub/slave. While i am a slave to the ones who own me, i am only submissive to my pair. I too ran into many who from the 1st email demanded I address them as master. No way, I politely cut off further contact with these doms immediately. Same for those who persisted in telling me all I needed was a collar around my neck to cure all my ills and make my heart go pitty pat with blind love and devotion. Big giant red flags there. I am (with the exception of toward the ones whose collar I wear) extremely independent and strong willed. When I submit I do so unreservedly, but it comes from the depths of my being, solely for the ones I love. One of the regular posters on here said it best with her signature line “I am a slave; I am not your slave” Now for the good news; it is possible to meet your dream Dom online. I spent 6 years searching, both online, at play parties, retreats, you name it I was active in it. Yet where I found my pair is right here on CollarMe. Lol, I was only looking for the ONE and quite accidentally found TWO. Best part is I had given up actively searching for awhile; I was only sending an email to a friend here at cm when the picture that popped up caught my eye simply because of the name, ScooterTrash. As I’ve said here before, being very fond of scooter trash, (for those who do not know this is another word for biker, not a derogatory term), I sent him an email. He sent me a fairly rude one back. So I replied, as is my wont, quite vehemently. At this point he did apologize. We began a fast and furious email and im relationship which included his wife and co-domme, ShiftedJewel. It only took a few weeks and I was 99.99% he was the one, although what was to happen between she and I was unexpected. I got on a plane and flew 2000 miles to meet them. When I saw them, when I got close to him my heart leaped, I knew it, I found him at long last. Not to make either of us sound sleazy, but it took about a half hour before we jumped each others bones, vanilla style, (an unusual occurrence for both of us). A few days later cuddled in his wife’s arm strictly for a nap my brain went, wow, I realized I felt the same encompassing love and submission towards her. Two or so weeks later on Valentine’s Day they offered me their collar, which I could not jump fast enough to accept. A more perfect fit I cannot imagine. I adore them both. The love I feel for each of them fills my every waking moment. I wake each day with a smile on my face, I go to bed each night content with my world. I am enslaved by love. Fairy tales do still come true. Do not give up on finding your ONE online. It can happen, it does happen, it happened for me in doubles. When I was collared I changed my cm name to twicehappy, now you know why.
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Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations. The human heart is not a finite container but an ever expanding universe with all the stars contained there in.
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