submitting4U -> RE: Shit and Urine (9/23/2010 8:32:04 AM)
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As I mentioned before, i am generally grateful for my meal. My Domina delights in my passivity and submission and that pleases me also. She has more than transformed me as a toilet slave. I have provided full morning toilet services on occasions and more recently my meal has become ritualisitic, presented at her formal dining room. Often times she invites friends to witness and film the event. Last evening, we had a taste testing, whereby i had to guess the meals she had eaten the previous few days. Additionally, i must pay for the meal, by the spoonful, and properly thank any wait staff that participate in serving me. After a meal, i can fall into a "subspace", sometimes the degradation creates an after shock for me. My domina builds me back up, assuring me it is okay, shows me some pictures and reassures me there is more to come in my total submission to her. If i become too morose for her liking, she will whip until i cry or carthart my sorrow. After the whippings, i am collared and led to the bathroom for a night cap so to speak. It sounds weird saying it, but i am totally in love with her and would not have it any other way.
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