seekingOwnertoo
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subbietom2, I read this thread, as well as your profile, and I felt I should share my thoughts. Had to put my thinking cap on to remember what is was like to really be curious, and not know what to do. So I thought you might appreciate the viewpoint of a man who has gone through this. With the caveat, that what I experienced, is not the only way, nor is it necessarily the best way. It is just what I did, and it seems to have worked. That said, the Ladies here have given you wonderful accurate advice. Don’t disregard it … but their advice is not what I did! LOL As I recall, I had a tremendous fear of even approaching a Domme. I read a lot of pornography … and eventually worked my way to doing phone domination. After a few times, I began to wonder what it would be like to do it for real. So I eventually worked up the guts to see a Pro Domme. Because as Lady Ellen said earlier, I needed to feel restrained, and the crack of the crop. Period. I needed to experience BDSM acts, in real life. Just to get over my fear. I continued to see Pro Dommes on occasion for several years. Before I met a real life Domme, and got involved in my first real life D/s relationship. The point here is that for me it was a process. It took time, and I needed to learn, if this was even something I wanted. And it would have been disingenuous, to even seek out a relationship, just to learn. A couple of key points I can remember learning: 1. Pro Dommes come in all shapes, sizes and experience levels. The best, are usually not the silky sexy variety, portrayed in porn. In fact, one Lady was older than I and would spend weekends with me. She required me to read books, like “screw the roses, give me the thorns” and “different loving”. Something far more than a two hour business transaction. But that was perhaps, unusual. 2. Eventually it dawned on me, that seeing Pro Dommes was NOT PROVIDING the mental and emotional relationship aspects that I really need in my life. So the BDSM was not really all that fulfilling. BUT, I needed to learn this … It was a process … and to really gain some insight … I really had to experience. And again I will say, that for me, I would have been entering a relationship under false pretenses … if I had skipped the Pro Domme step. Now, your profile is kind of laughable. It does reflect fantasy … big time. I would suggest reading some books. I mentioned two here, and there are a number of lists on collar me you can choose from. Perhaps someone can point you to them. Then rewrite your profile. The other thing is … these Ladies are real … and they are Women. Treat them much like a vanilla Woman … and you will get a lot farther with them. Yet I suspect, if you really want to learn, you have a lot to learn before you seriously pursue a relationship. That is my view … you have to find what works for you.
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