MizSuz
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ORIGINAL: LadyTantalize I can relate to MizSuz as well somewhat, in that while I too am not a switch, I also enjoy "both sides of the whips" as She so eloquently states. Although, I am a "flagellant masochist" and I like the thrill of a "self-whipping". I cannot submit, I despise bondage and even bottoming to another is not an enjoyable thing for Me (OK, I hate it!). (Ummm, could it be a control issue! ) But, I do enjoy and benefit from the experience of a good self-given thrashing. T, I think we are of a mind in terms of submission. I can tell you from first hand experience (some would say a good deal of it) that it is possible to 'co-top' yourself with another top. Much hinges on the relationship. I most enjoy bottoming with tops with whom I have an endearing friendship and who understand that not only do I not want to submit, but asking me to is probably going to keep me from going where we both want to go. Tops who can enjoy topping without the need for D/s. It can be very animalistic and hot, especially if they can enjoy the bit of 'give back' that comes with a combative and defiant bottom. Try it, you might like it.
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