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LadyPact -> RE: Internal conflict? (2/10/2011 10:00:56 AM)
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ORIGINAL: subtlebutterfly
Maybe the explanation is that the OP is simply lacking the mental maturity to engage in a relationship, be it bdsm or vanilla at this point.[8|]
Just a thought.[:-]
You weren't the only one that had that thought.
OP, I have two things to tell you. The first is, for whatever adjustment that you are experiencing because the dynamic was redefined, I honestly can't help you there. The fact that you want to rebel is something best settled between you and your Master. I would think he would be the best person to know how to deal with you. If clip came on these boards with something similar to what you've posted, people would tell him to bring the issue to Me, and rightly so.
The second is, you have absolutely earned your reputation here. Your posting history reveals your deceit. You keep going on about how you only lied about your age. By all accounts, you have continually gone on and on about how you thought you were justified in doing so. I think you need to accept the fact that a lot of people don't agree with you and to some, you have a reputation of not being trustworthy. You created that situation, so you're the one who needs to deal with it.
Along with this, the posts that you create have repeatedly shown that you are lacking maturity in your dealings with others. You can't expect people to suddenly have a leap of faith in you that you have changed about that when there is no evidence to support it. Trust Me. You'll grow out of it.
I'm highly doubtful that in the whole three weeks that your dynamic has changed from D/s to M/s that you are actually experiencing internal enslavement to the point where you couldn't leave the dynamic if you didn't really want to. Maybe you have. I don't know. In either case, it's something to turn over to your Master and not strangers on the internet.
ETA - Whoops, I forgot this.
If you are going to be on an adult site, do Me the favor of knocking off the crap about how we're supposed to deal with you differently because you're a younger person. You're either here to deal with others on the same level or you're wanting kid glove treatment. As far as I'm concerned, you don't get it both ways.
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