Dustyn -> RE: Random Little Known Facts/Confessions (5/24/2006 12:28:29 AM)
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Some serious inside secrets: - I love primal play because it is how I deal with the frequent physical abuse I sustained from my step father from the age of 9-almost 18 - I'm the nicest guy inthe universe until you piss me off, then I turn into someone that revels in the pain and anguish I create - I love the taste of blood - From the age of 10-22, I was an acoholic, not in terms of functionality, but craving - From the age of 11-15, I was addicted to cocaine. It ended when I held a friend in my arms while he died of poisoning from a 40/60 mix of rat poison and cocaine that we both did lines out of most of that night - I have been in an insane asylum 3 times in my life, the most recent this year for 3 days for a self requested evaluation - I have never killed in my life, I think, but I have made at least 2 dozen people into permanent cripples, including a quadrapalegic - I consider my daughter the only thing I have done in this world that could be considered salvation for what is left of my soul - Every time I get an injection for my migraines, I am terrified to sleep, because I might not wake up And most of all... - There are times that I am terrified my life now is simply a hallucination and that I am still in the insane asylum I was forcibly checked into when I was 13
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