Lucifyre
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The damn meds are making me itch like crazy. My tummy is on fire. My boobs aren't in pain and I CAN feel my nipples WOOT!! I got no sleep last night at the surgery center because I woke up every hour to hour and a half to get up and pee. I made them take out the cath right after the surgery just so I would be forced to move as soon as possible, my doctor was very nice about that. I am very very swollen especially around my tummy. The breast reduction went a little differently than I expected. He only took skin from the bottom front and no tissue, he took fat and breast tissue from the sides only. They're shaped kinda funny right now but he said that should settle in a couple of months. OMFG I HAVE FIRM BOOBS! They're like fucking rocks LOL! My aereola are a normal size now and let me restate again I CAN FEEL THEM! You peple have no idea how happy I am about that! There is very little pain in my breasts at all, just a little irritation along the bottom incision line, kind of feels like I am wearing something scratchy there but that's it for breast discomfort. Apparently without all the excess skin, I am not a DDD cup, I am actually a firm C ;) That makes me SO happy!! My tummy is VERY very flat. State regulations only allow for them to suction 1 litre of fluid from liposuction, he suctioned everything he could and was not able to get a full litre though I don't know how short he was, I didn't think to ask. Mostly what he removed was all the excess skin below my belly button to my mons...and it was a LOT. Once the swelling goes down I will actually have an hourglass waistline for the first time in 23 years! Due to the way the proceedure goes, the seperating of the entire flap of skin across my tummy plus the 40+ stitches above and below my blly button, it feels like my tummy is on fire. I am having an extremely difficult time making my muscles relax. I always sucked it in even unconsciously for years, so now that my belly is trained to do that, I can't fucking relax...makes it difficult to do things like relax enough even to pee. I am on movement restrictions. He was really impressed that I was out of bed and moving as well as I was all night last night, but he said I was up way too much and need to slow the hell down or I will hinder my own healing process. He said the walking is good, just not as much as I am wanting to do. So I told him to please give me a specific...3 hours down, 10 minutes up is what we came to. I can sit up and be at the computer or rest in my recliner or whatever SITTING/reclining I want to do, but I must do it DOWN and am only allowed to walk around for 10 minutes every 3 hours. I asked him specifically about when I would be able to have an orgasm too...threw him for a loop though because I wasn't asking about having sex lmao. He said 3 weeks out. Which of course I can live with...we were kind of doing chastity anyway haha! And of course I can make Mr cum as soon as I slow down the meds since they make me kind of nauseated. No, I don't need scolding in that department and told I need to be resting and worrying about myself blah blah...those things are part of my feeling better too so just stuff a sock in it k? I need to send Mr to the store later for some bags of frozen peas to put on my boobs. Now that I'm putting my hands on them (gently) they actually are feeling a little tender. And OMFG everything is itchy! The pain meds are really messing with me something fierce. I didn't have any trouble at all with the IV pain meds though, they actually made it so i didn't feel like opening my eyes or moving or anything at all...which is one of the reasons I was so mad about having to pee so much. The getting up to pee was really good for me, but god dammit I want to SLEEP. And now that I am having random itching I can't fucking sleep now either. Every time I get to the point of dozing off...something itches <growl> It's nothing specific either...like it will be my ankle, or the inside of my arm, or the tip of my nose...random. It's an allergy, but there isn't shit I can do about it because they ALL do that to me. I didn't have a problem with the Dilaudid before, My back surgeon had me on Vicodin right after that and those were doing the same thing, he said allergy so he switched me to the Dilaudid and it was ok...until now. I don't want the percocets because they do it too. It's making me crazy! I'm so god damn tired. I had a little bit of a hard time coming out of the anesthesia, a little agitated. But they let Mr in the room before I was fully awake so because He was there and able to talk to me as I woke up it wasn't nearly as bad as last time when I had my back fixed. I don't remember much except for His voice and feeling His hands on my shoulders. A little later on after they had taken the IV out and gave me a pain shot in the muscle of my arm (omg that motherfucker HURT) I got upset and was cussing the nurse out and started to get up and get dressed because I WAS FUCKING LEAVING! (yea that didn't happen LOL Mr wasn't having any of my bullshit haha) They ended up putting the IV back in about an hour later so I wouldn't have to take the muscle shot again. It hurt a little bit going in, but once it was there I was ok. I'm starving too. I picked on stuff like grapes and had a bowl of chicken wonton soup throughout the night, but I couldn't swallow well enough to get much else down. Not that my throat is sore, but the position I was stuck in for most of the night...things just weren't going down very well. Now that I can sit up straight I've actually munched down an entire bowl of strawberries and a banna...I'm gonna polish off the sushi Mr brought me last night very shortly though hehe The ngiht before I went to the surgery center I took some before photos. As soon as I am feeling a little better I'll get some <soon after> pictures and get them all posted. In a couple of months I'll be able to get the finished result ones going. And yes, I will post a warning at the header because I don't want people to have to look at how gross I looked before if they don't want to, plus I am completely full frontal nude as well so yea...if that kind of thing makes you squick you won't want to click the post link. Ok, I'm gonna go try to eat a little bit and see if I can sleep for awhile. I am so glad that a lot of the things I was worried about didn't need to be worried about and it all turned out ok so far ;) Lucifyre
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