GoddessDustyGold
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Joined: 4/11/2004 From: Arizona Status: offline
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It sounds like you are in a power struggle rather than a power exchange. In your profile you state that you own a slave...but he doesn't sound very slavish to Me. I try to make sure that the mindset is properly in place before I take someone on...hence, I have mostly washouts. *Smile* What is his mindset? What did you agree to in this M/s relationship when you began? We really don't have enough information, other than that he is "a handful". That could mean many things to different people. By the way, My questions are posed as food for thought for yourself, and need not be answered on this thread. If you care about this boy, I would suggest sitting down with him and and beginning the conversation with "what part of I am in charge did you miss?" Then have a good talk and reinforce the basic tenets of your relationship. If he is serious about service, then you need to get control of your own self and be the Dominant. As already said, if he is a painslut, you are just giving him what he wants. If he is not a pain slut, then you are just taking out your own frustrations on his body and that is not going to help either of you. You sound like you are really frustrated and ready to mete out severe punishment just to prove you are the Dominant. It shouldn't work that way. JMO, of course. I do punishments to fit the crime. Is he being sassy? Gag him. Is he an attention whore? Remove him from your presence. Some time facing a corner on his knees will often do the trick. You get the drift. If he continues to be "a handful", only you can decide if it is worth it. It wouldn't be for Me. Best of luck, and welcome to the boards.
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Dusty They that give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety B Franklin Don't blame Me ~ I didn't vote for either of them The Hidden Kingdom
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