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RE: Herpes - 10/10/2016 12:45:40 PM   
heavyblinker


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Now we see what happens when someone makes themselves vulnerable on a site full of sadists... and sadists who don't even have to answer for their comments in physical reality, no less.

I was given HSV2 last year by a stupid rebound fuck that was too dumb to ever get tested and never showed any symptoms whatsoever... and hearing the news was pretty much one of the worst things that has ever happened to me. Worse things probably could happen to me in the future, but so far, this is definitely near the top of the list. Knowing that so many people will now see me as dirty and diseased is incredibly hard to take, especially since I was never promiscuous and suffer from serious anxiety that has isolated me for most of my life. My confidence has been destroyed, I was never that confident to begin with, and every time I see comments like the ones on this thread I want to die.

I definitely do not want anyone else to ever get it. It's horrible, it makes you feel like shit and I get uber-sensitive when I see people saying things like the comments on this thread. Obviously I'm not going to pretend it isn't a big deal-- it is... but that's mostly because people are so shitty about it. I'm not saying you shouldn't care about getting it, but please understand that calling us dirty herpes-people diseased or acting like we deserve it makes us feel REALLY BAD. Maybe you don't care, maybe spilling my guts here is a mistake, maybe you're just going to tell me to stop whining because obviously people who don't have it would be handling it a lot better than me if they did.

I can go months where I can forget that I have it, but it always comes back to remind me. I don't take drugs for it... it doesn't matter because I don't want to have sex with anyone and probably couldn't even if I wanted to, because I feel so low and the thought of giving it to someone makes me sick and totally kills any urges I might have. But I guess I should probably get used to it and/or find a herpes colony full of beautiful spacious caves in which to die.

Oh, by the way, the asymptomatic rebound fuck who gave it to me aggressively denied that she could have been responsible, refused to get tested, and is definitely going to spread it to whoever sleeps with her next.

So do your worst, people... I know I deserve it.

(in reply to NookieNotes)
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