smileforme50
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Joined: 1/24/2013 From: DelaWHERE(?) Status: offline
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This doesnt pertain to JUST lifestyle situations I'm sure, but I'm sure it wouldnt be so bad if I didnt have a submissive personality. Anyway.... I was in a relationship with a Dom last year and it was pretty rocky. I kept telling myself that whatever issues we had were there because we were still getting to know each other, and we would work them out as time went on. Well, eventually it ended completely. What's driving me crazy about myself, is that there were several times that we split up, then a while later he would apologize (since he was always the one who wanted to split and always the one to initiate reconciliation)) and not only would I forgive him, but I wouldnt even feel angry toward him. The last time I went back to him, I told him that was going to be IT. If he wanted to split up again, I wasnt coming back. So when he wanted to end it again, I reminded him that was the last time, I left and now I live in another state and we won't be getting back together. What's prompting the question is that he has contacted me a few times....and while now I am much more closely guarded when talking to him.....I STILL talk to him. I know I should be mad as hell at him and tell him to fuck off....but not only do I not tell him to fuck off, I don't even really FEEL myself being angry. My brain says I should be mad as hell at him....but I'm not. Why am I not totally pissed off with this guy?????
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