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ORIGINAL: UllrsIshtar

It'll end.

I'm married. I have a life. I have 2 awesome step-kids. I have stuff to do.

I don't have time to be in captivity the rest of my life.

And besides that, my captor has told me he's going to do his best to make me hate every second of it.

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ORIGINAL: tamaka

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ORIGINAL: UllrsIshtar

It'll end.

I'm married. I have a life. I have 2 awesome step-kids. I have stuff to do.

I don't have time to be in captivity the rest of my life.

And besides that, my captor has told me he's going to do his best to make me hate every second of it.

Keep telling yourself that.

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ORIGINAL: UllrsIshtar

There's no point to this post. I'm just so happy I'm bouncing off the walls, and I felt like bragging, because I got the most awesome scene lined up. This is a scene I've been dreaming about for years, but until now, I'd never found a way to safely set it up.

In the near future (I don't know when) I'm going to be the 'victim' of a simulated kidnapping.
I'm going to be taken to the house of a guy I've never in person before, and kept there as a prisoner for a length of time unknown to me.
This scene is fully CNC, no safewords. So once I'm in captivity I won't be able to back out.

I don't know the duration of the imprisonment, because my husband and my captor have negotiated terms around that without my involvement (by my request). All I know is that it'll be between 1 week, and 6 months.

I can't wait.

That is all.

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ORIGINAL: MAINEiacMISTRESS

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ORIGINAL: UllrsIshtar

There's no point to this post. I'm just so happy I'm bouncing off the walls, and I felt like bragging, because I got the most awesome scene lined up. This is a scene I've been dreaming about for years, but until now, I'd never found a way to safely set it up.

In the near future (I don't know when) I'm going to be the 'victim' of a simulated kidnapping.
I'm going to be taken to the house of a guy I've never in person before, and kept there as a prisoner for a length of time unknown to me.
This scene is fully CNC, no safewords. So once I'm in captivity I won't be able to back out.

I don't know the duration of the imprisonment, because my husband and my captor have negotiated terms around that without my involvement (by my request). All I know is that it'll be between 1 week, and 6 months.

I can't wait.

That is all.

According to your avatar, your dreams of captivity will be cancelled.

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ORIGINAL: ResidentSadist

It's nothing a little photoshop can't fix.... LOL

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ORIGINAL: MAINEiacMISTRESS

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ORIGINAL: UllrsIshtar

There's no point to this post. I'm just so happy I'm bouncing off the walls, and I felt like bragging, because I got the most awesome scene lined up. This is a scene I've been dreaming about for years, but until now, I'd never found a way to safely set it up.

In the near future (I don't know when) I'm going to be the 'victim' of a simulated kidnapping.
I'm going to be taken to the house of a guy I've never in person before, and kept there as a prisoner for a length of time unknown to me.
This scene is fully CNC, no safewords. So once I'm in captivity I won't be able to back out.

I don't know the duration of the imprisonment, because my husband and my captor have negotiated terms around that without my involvement (by my request). All I know is that it'll be between 1 week, and 6 months.

I can't wait.

That is all.

According to your avatar, your dreams of captivity will be cancelled.

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ORIGINAL: ResidentSadist

Note to self, it is July 18th... If we don't see any more of UllrsIshtar's posts. We know what happened.

Sincerely though, hope you have a tortuously good time and it is lots of fun for both of you. Bon voyage.

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ORIGINAL: VeryMercurial

Sounds like a lot of fun, since this is what you have wanted for years.
You list yourself as a Dominant, do you consider yourself a switch?

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ORIGINAL: UllrsIshtar

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ORIGINAL: VeryMercurial

Sounds like a lot of fun, since this is what you have wanted for years.
You list yourself as a Dominant, do you consider yourself a switch?

I consider myself to not fit the limited options CM gives to define what you are.
On Fetlife for example, my profile simple doesn't have an orientation label.

This profile I use for the forums, and so it lists Dominant because it gets me the least amount of mail.
There's also the fact that if and when another party will be added to our household, it's very likely that they'd end up being submissive to me, considering that I have a super dominant personality.

However, that's not set in stone, considering that I don't believe in forcing D/s roles artificially, based on agreement. Everybody falls on a spectrum as to who they end up naturally taking up a leadership role towards, and who they naturally take up a follower role towards.
So if we add somebody to the household, and they're a natural leader towards me, and I'm their natural follower, I won't be dominant to them, of course, because I don't do artificial pecking orders.

However, I don't really consider myself a switch, because I don't really have an interest in Domination. I'm sexually submissive, and while I can certainly Top (and have), and am extremely bossy, domineering, and opinionated, which often causes other more submissive personalities to relate to me as a Dominant, I don't really have any interest in being a Dominant.

It's actually because I've got such a dominant personality, while being sexually submissive, that I think this scene suits me so much. Because most Doms/Tops when you play with them, expect you to 'play nice' and submit, cause you said so. If you don't do what they said, just because they said so, you're a 'brat' or 'topping from the bottom'.

In this scene, I'll have several weeks of not having to give a shit about that. We're doing CNC. I agreed and consented to do this scene... but I'm not agreeing to obey, or do what he says.
He won't be my Dominant in the traditional sense, nor will I be his submissive.

He'll be my captor, and I'm not planning on making it easy on him.
If he orders me to do something, he better be able to back it up with force. If he puts me in restraints, they best actually be restraining me, or I'll get out.
If he wants to do something that requires my voluntary compliance... euhm like oh say... not biting his dick off during a blow job while not using a ring gag... he better make sure that I'm fucking terrified for real about even thinking about trying to do that... or he'll be making a trip to the ER.

I'm not going to be holding back. I'm not going to submit and stand still on command just to humor him.

And for once... I'm not going to be called a brat over it.

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ORIGINAL: UllrsIshtar

There's no point to this post. I'm just so happy I'm bouncing off the walls, and I felt like bragging, because I got the most awesome scene lined up. This is a scene I've been dreaming about for years, but until now, I'd never found a way to safely set it up.

In the near future (I don't know when) I'm going to be the 'victim' of a simulated kidnapping.
I'm going to be taken to the house of a guy I've never in person before, and kept there as a prisoner for a length of time unknown to me.
This scene is fully CNC, no safewords. So once I'm in captivity I won't be able to back out.

I don't know the duration of the imprisonment, because my husband and my captor have negotiated terms around that without my involvement (by my request). All I know is that it'll be between 1 week, and 6 months.

I can't wait.

That is all.

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ORIGINAL: UllrsIshtar

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ORIGINAL: VeryMercurial

Sounds like a lot of fun, since this is what you have wanted for years.
You list yourself as a Dominant, do you consider yourself a switch?

I consider myself to not fit the limited options CM gives to define what you are.
On Fetlife for example, my profile simple doesn't have an orientation label.

This profile I use for the forums, and so it lists Dominant because it gets me the least amount of mail.
There's also the fact that if and when another party will be added to our household, it's very likely that they'd end up being submissive to me, considering that I have a super dominant personality.

However, that's not set in stone, considering that I don't believe in forcing D/s roles artificially, based on agreement. Everybody falls on a spectrum as to who they end up naturally taking up a leadership role towards, and who they naturally take up a follower role towards.
So if we add somebody to the household, and they're a natural leader towards me, and I'm their natural follower, I won't be dominant to them, of course, because I don't do artificial pecking orders.

However, I don't really consider myself a switch, because I don't really have an interest in Domination. I'm sexually submissive, and while I can certainly Top (and have), and am extremely bossy, domineering, and opinionated, which often causes other more submissive personalities to relate to me as a Dominant, I don't really have any interest in being a Dominant.

It's actually because I've got such a dominant personality, while being sexually submissive, that I think this scene suits me so much. Because most Doms/Tops when you play with them, expect you to 'play nice' and submit, cause you said so. If you don't do what they said, just because they said so, you're a 'brat' or 'topping from the bottom'.

In this scene, I'll have several weeks of not having to give a shit about that. We're doing CNC. I agreed and consented to do this scene... but I'm not agreeing to obey, or do what he says.
He won't be my Dominant in the traditional sense, nor will I be his submissive.

He'll be my captor, and I'm not planning on making it easy on him.
If he orders me to do something, he better be able to back it up with force. If he puts me in restraints, they best actually be restraining me, or I'll get out.
If he wants to do something that requires my voluntary compliance... euhm like oh say... not biting his dick off during a blow job while not using a ring gag... he better make sure that I'm fucking terrified for real about even thinking about trying to do that... or he'll be making a trip to the ER.

I'm not going to be holding back. I'm not going to submit and stand still on command just to humor him.

And for once... I'm not going to be called a brat over it.

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ORIGINAL: VeryMercurial

Enjoy the scene, and try not to send your husband to the hospital.

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ORIGINAL: longwayhome

Hope it's everything you want it to be.

Or even better, everything you never thought it would be.

Look forward to "seeing" you when you return. You are one of the most insightful and productively provocative posters here (challenging but not in a pointless trolling way).

All the best.

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ORIGINAL: tamaka

I lived with a Master for 6 months that was real like that. There were no 'arrangements'. It was reality.

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ORIGINAL: UllrsIshtar

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ORIGINAL: tamaka

I lived with a Master for 6 months that was real like that. There were no 'arrangements'. It was reality.

You spent 6 months living with a guy who kept you locked up in a cage 24/7, to physically prevent you from leaving?

Cool.

We should talk and compare notes.

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ORIGINAL: tamaka

Well it was different for me. I had no idea what he was doing to me like you do. I just took it as it came. I guess sensory deprivation must turn you on.