Greta75
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ORIGINAL: CodeOfSilence Most parents wouldn't let their children have that since they would be ordering stupid shit. How often did I use their card? Yea I think people some people don't have deep friendships with opposite gender the way I do. As I said, even my relationships with my brothers, people always mistake me and my brothers are girlfriend and boyfriend and we don't behave like siblings. Even just from phone conversation. My friends will always ask, "Who is that? A boyfriend?" And I'd be like, naw, it's my bro and they were like, what??? Why you speak to your bro like that? Because my bros are my best friends too and we are super tight. It's funny you say you have a parent's credit card? In my country, that is super normal. Not unusual at all for kids. Many of my friends growing up like 10 to 16 yr old has their parents credit card to use freely when we are out. There are special supplementary card for kids linked to their parents credit card account. Like parents will always give you their credit card incase you run out of cash and need to use it for emergency. It's base on trust that you won't abuse it or spend it unnecessary or else, it will be terminated. But let me tell you how close I am with this friend. I know this is super hard to understand. I always have very deep and close platonic friendship with men since a kid, that I know many other people in their life time would never experience, but also only because I set that as terms of my friendship. I am either very cold or very warm. No in between. But let's say he trust me so much that I have the pin number to the card to his bank account. I also would give him my credit card and let him use it if he needs it. And have no problems passing him my own card and give him the pin number. Like if his own credit card failed and he didn't have enough time to get a new one for a business trip. Our friendship is like that. And I have given him my credit card for use before for a few days. I trust him so much that, I could practically delegate him to be the one selecting the man I will fuck for one night stands. If the strange man passes his judgement , I would go ahead and have sex with that guy purely base on my trust in his instinct on people, and he has great instinct about people. I discuss my ONS with him all the time as he is one of my closest buddies to get his opinion and feel of the dude. Sometimes, he spots red flags that I fail to spot. He is also my safe contact for all my sexual adventures. So if I go missing in 24 hours, he calls my brother, he has all my family contacts, knows I probably got murdered by the strange man I was fucking. And we are both sexually incompatible with each other, like opposite ends. Everything he loves in bed, I absolutely hate, and everything I love in bed, he hates. So our friendship works best platonic. He can never sexually satisfy me, so that's the nature of it. He reminds me of my closest brother, and my school days platonic male BFF all roll up in one. quote:
If someone explicitly tells me to keep shut I do that too, of course. Now it could be understood that secrets are meant to be kept secret. But never broadening ones perspective is bad. So talking about things without directly mentioning them is fine, I think, if it's done responsibly. He knows when I am upset about something, I talk to alot of different people about the same issue to get perspective. I also go online and ask for opinions. I go back and tell him what other people says from online. I take time to form a fair conclusion. So end of the day, it's just a matter of different type of personalities get along with different types of personalities. I have met people like CaptR who would freak out if I even spoke about like our personal problems even under anonymous conditions or hell, even if I dare speak about it to my brother who knows their real identity, and I tell my brother everything! Even all my sex things, my brothers discuss all their sex troubles with me! And most of the time, people like that and me don't stay friends for very long. To them I betray them. To me, it's emotional abuse to not allow me to talk about things that are bothering me to others, for my own emotional health. As first of all, I always address issue directly with the person I am upset with as first priority. If cannot be resolved. And if it's really bothering me, I seek a large variety of opinions as if it's emotional, maybe I can't form a rational conclusion and need some rational minds to help me. Anybody who knows me, I seek strangers opinions online, and then I cut and paste their answers to the person I am upset with. So they can also see, how I kept their identity secret while basically getting strangers opinions on the issues. But anyway, the conclusion is, I told my friend that I just feel if he likes the girl, I should be recruited as his wing woman. Just like he would be my wing man IF I liked a man. So like, I don't know what's up with all this bullshit, but because he is insisting that he would tell me if he likes her more than work and that he ain't lying. I just told him, that there is distrust right now. And it will take awhile for me to observe the situation and feel like things are back normal between us. I think the best analogy of this ironically is the housewives that CaptR spoke about. 2 girls. Best friends. One got divorce and chose to confine in a new not so close female friends about what she is going through. Best friend got really mad that she didn't lean on her or confine in her. Because they are best friends. And apparently because of that, their friendship was broken. Because it's a break of trust, that your best friend didn't trust you enough and instead went to offload on some strange new woman instead. I was telling my real romantic love about this situation. And he was like, I need to stop treating a dude like a woman. He is a dude. He thinks he has sufficiently explain to you what it is. I know the other problem with asking for opinions online is, people are coming from different personalities. And different personalities have different reactions and different methods and different thinking. But I know generally, most men may not understand how platonic friendships can be extremely deep too, and choose to only rationalise the possibility of that kind of friendship as romantic. I wouldn't say things are okay on my end. But he is trying very hard to make it okay between us again. But he just doesn't want to talk about her anymore, because he feels I am making mountain out of mole hill since he still stands by he is absolutely is not interested in her that way. But only to groom as his star money maker. But if he is not comfortable telling me that he is interested in another woman. How can I continue to be comfortable with telling him when I am interested in another man? That's my issue. It has to flow both ways. Just yesterday, he said, i know and he knows, we both hide nothing from each other. And I roll my eyes. Because I feel no matter what, he is not being honest about his feelings for this employee of his. Whether in self-denial or yea, I don't know what.
< Message edited by Greta75 -- 12/15/2017 5:42:22 AM >
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