TigerNINTails
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Hi willow, I wish you and yours the greatest of luck and success, if you so choose to "take the plunge". I'm a 35 year old Top/Owner that is in a current LDR with a 39 year old submissive/slave... We've had this relationship going for going on three years now. We met online, we still chat online, and we speak on the phone daily, and I am constantly viewing her web-cam (both for sexual adventure as well as simple communications). On the point of training, most women her age, your age... Anything over 28 really, tend to know what it is that a man (or woman, in the case of bi TPE or lesbian TPE relationships) want out of their submissive/bottom partners. So they really only need the training in the sense of what needs to be done to satisfy you daily, but not necessarily sexually... As for age making them sexual super freaks, I'd have to agree. My girl (lusty) is a sssmokiin hot slut, when it comes right down to it. Older wenches are just plain skilled. We are also poly, so that really obliterates her worries when it comes to someone "younger and hotter" coming along. She'll be in my collar, no matter who else comes into the picture. The biggest thing to look at here, plain and simple... You desire him, does he desire you? He may seem to be "aloof" of the situation, but you've already discussed that he would take you to collar, and you have the communication channels open. This could well be a good thing for you, and for him. So what I'd have to say, is that regardless of risk, the end outcome could well be greater than any loss, even if the loss does come eventually. Why waste time worried about what hasn't happened, or fearing what may never occur? No need to jump at shadows, in other words. He is patiently awaiting your decision... His methods actually (though I don't know him from Adam), seem to echo mine, in that I leave it to the slave to make that first step... To express that desire to submit to my will. I don't chase anyone. He seems to match this to a degree. So even if he seems as if he "doesn't care", there's a much greater likelihood that when you do, he will be elated. Personally, I think that if you do that, you want to know how he feels about collars... Ownership... How much velcro is involved? But other than that... The point is this... Do you click? Can he read you like a book? Do you mesh, sexually, mentally, spiritually? If so... Beg then... Like you've never begged for anything else... As if it's all your heart depends on. Just my two cents. Peace.
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