DemonKia
Posts: 5521
Joined: 10/13/2007 From: Chico, Nor-Cali Status: offline
|
The thing I highlighted, below, that's it. You are saying you are absolutely in control of your behavior, & you choose to allow yourself to misbehave under certain conditions. You give yourself permission with James, for instance. It's a continuing choice & you may change your mind about anything, at any time. That's almost a form of magic, being able to change your mind & make different choices . . . . . . . Much of the rest is rationalizations-justifications-explanations-excuses. I try to be rather sparing about those things, myself . . .. . quote:
ORIGINAL: Toppingfrmbottom estah, yeah, I know the signs, and I tell people , and maybe because it's my bf, but I don't loose control on strangers, mostly because they don't do stupid shit to me, and also because I stay home a lot and have no real outside interaction. you also kind of forget about not loosing your cool since they're so close to the surface, and you forget sometimes you have to be rational even with them. I think we'll be better once we can get into therapy, I have intensive out patient, and I can always ask him to leave now if he's being a doofus and following me after I told him I am walking away.
< Message edited by DemonKia -- 11/9/2009 8:00:00 PM >
|