sophiesback
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Joined: 11/4/2009 From: Illinois Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: Toppingfrmbottom I admit that when Daddies mom dies, I am probably going to fail to be able to support him at the funeral. I do not do very well with other people's pain or grief, it makes me want to break down, and makes me nervous, and it's not about me, and I know he'd be all sad and depressed, and I wouldn't be able to handle it, and I would stress him more than his mom's death already would. So I have already told Daddy that when the time comes I don't want to go to main with him for the funeral. I admit, that's probably horrible of me and selfish of me. I admit maybe I'll work on that in therapy. I admit I do not cry. I admit having no hormones is mostly the reason for this, and in the beginning of my treatments I would cry because I was so overloaded with them, but am back to being unable to cry. I admit because my girlfriend's husband passed away about 9 months ago she was unable to sit in the same room as everyone else for the service. (it was the same room her own husband's service was held in) I admit when she saw the casket being carried out, she absolutely lost it and I was thankful her best friend was there with us too. I admit this is the point where her mother collapsed (her 2nd son in law to pass away in 9 months!) so when they came yelling for her about her mother, the best friend and I exchanged silent glances and while she took her outside away from everything, I went to help with mom. I admit mom is ok, just fainted and blood pressure a little high.
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