sunshinemiss
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I admit that I miss out on the drama... and that is not a bad thing. I admit that Geets is mah grrrrl... and we haven't skyped in a long dang time. I admit that I asked my uni to order Food Inc. months ago and it is not available where I live. I also can not buy it and bring it here because the DVD would not be compatible due to zoning. *le sigh* I admit that I am a Professional Crastinate as well... at times. I admit that it's another Sat. night and I ain't got nobody.... and that I love Cat Steves, no matter what name he uses (ahumdal allah) - sorry bout the spelling. I admit that I met a guy from ... somewhere in the middle east the other day and I said asalaam alaikum to him and he was stunned. You are Muslim? He asks me... Nope, but I appreciate the religion (fyi - "Islam" means "submision" clever, no?) I admit that I listened to a talk about being vulnerable and I'm of two minds about it - vulnerability is how we become open to joy and love, but it is also how we become open to pain ... now the pain is not such a bad and horrible thing except when you are around hate-filled people who will deliberately harm you. So, I'm thinking a lot about how to be loving and open and vulnerable while at the same time protect myself from people who will deliberately harm me. I admit that I never ever thought I would have to protect myself to the extent that I do. I admit that I have a couple of extra special good friends that keep me sane. I admit that my book is coming along, and that I am writing and doing my NaNoWriMo best... not quite meeting the goals I've set, but pretty happy nonetheless. I admit that I went for a bike ride today and was HAPPY! I admit that this is way longer and all over the place - more than usual for me. I admit that I'm a clutz and a ditz sometimes and that I love that about myself. I admit that I took a chance and told someone today that I love him. And I do (no, it's not romance... it's deep affection and appreciation.) And I admit that I love skyping my girls. *nod nod nod.... and I need more girls. I think we should set up a skype call for all the whack jobs here on CM. Let's coordinate! best, sunshine
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Yes, I am a wonton hussy... and still sweet as 3.14
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