tiggerspoohbear
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I admit SJ is a sweetheart for even making such an offer and she's touched my heart to the core. I admit DIS is also a Godsend for the hugs she sent. I admit I've come up with a solution so that I can at least go down for Christmas but I'm so scared to bring it up and have it rejected. It would have me leaving on the 21st and coming back on the 28th which would mean that my dad and his g/f going away for New Year's would avoid me being alone *gasp* at his condo. What? I'm supposed to be having orgies? Who forgot to tell me? Unless of course it was a bewbage squishage party and that's a whole nother ballgame! I admit I'm terrified because I'm thinking my dad just doesn't want me to come down and stay at the condo, he's become so finicky and I seem to put him out of sorts when I'm there. Having sold the family house, where I used to stay in the basement and was out of the way was fine. But now it's a small 2 bedroom condo and even my keys and glasses on a placemat and my purse on the kitchen chair, pushed in seems to be "a mess" to him. I admit I'm crying again and I don't want to have the convo with him tonight. Through everything I've been thru in my life, and it's been plenty, I've never had such a hole in my heart, and that includes losing my mom to cancer 3 yrs ago. I admit I thank all of you who have taken the time to write to me here, or in cmail or have offered phone #'s to talk. I don't have a U.S. l/d plan with my cel phone therefore can't afford to call, I'm on a very limited income.  to all. May life present it's best to you as you've presented your best to me. God bless you all.
< Message edited by tiggerspoohbear -- 11/16/2010 2:09:17 PM >
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