Takeylarose
Posts: 300
Joined: 9/12/2010 From: Alba, TX Status: offline
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I admit I've been away for a couple weeks and I'm glad to be back.. I admit life has been crazy in the past two weeks and sometimes I just want to cry. I admit my cousin died exactly a week before Thanksgiving, and I saw my father- who I haven't spoken to in almost a year at the memorial- He was a total dickhead despite the fact that we were at a funeral, I'm his only child and he always preached the importance of family to me.. My cousin was only a year older than me, so it got me to thinking life is really too short, and I thought maybe he would think the same thing but I guess not.. The cause of death for my cousin is still undetermined but they suspect it was either a drug overdose, suicide or possible heart failure from drug abuse for about 13+ years.. And yet my father and his wife were bragging to our other family members about him falling asleep with a death grip on his beer and getting freakin stoned every night.. GRRRR @ the asshole sperm donor I admit I had to work a 25 hour shift on Thanksgiving because one of my fellow coworkers "truck broke down and he had no access to a phone".. I'm not mad about this because I got 15 hours of holiday pay.. But I missed out on Thanksgiving dinner with my brother and his wife. I admit for working the 25 hours shift and covering a few other things over the weekend so my boss could take off to be with his family- my boss stopped being a dickhead to me and talked with me and our regional manager today about training me for a promotion. I admit that I told my X turned FWB I was sick of his crap and I was moving on I admit its freaking cold here and I think I will turn into a popsicle when I take my vacation to Montana in February.. I admit there is more stuff to admit but I'm tired and need to go to bed..
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An improper mind is a perpetual feast.....
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