LinnaeaBorealis
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Joined: 10/5/2008 From: Insanity & beyond Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: LDVixen I admit that the thought of orange cupcakes gags me. I admit that I got a naughty inner chuckle when (Sir) Beast stumbled into the kitchen this morning and asked, "What is for breakfast?" I responded, "Not sure, you'll have to look." He grumbled, "You should be cooking me breakfast." I responded, "No, you are a bachelor and single. Bachelors cook their own breakfast. I don't cook for men I am not in LTR's with." (All said very politely. He humphed as he poured coffee. "I think we have been together long enough to consider this a long term relationship!" I took my coffee and left the room saying, "Yep, so did I until you started listing yourself as single seeking a LTR." He honestly doesn't think I am moving out. He thinks that this is just a pms stage. I tried to sleep in the other room, but he was furious and screaming, snatching all my blankets up and dragging them back to his room. He said that I am sleeping in his bed and he's not putting up with any of my BS. Not worth arguing over at the moment but me thinks the man wants to have his cake, eat it, and hoard more cake. I admit the game grows old. I am going to be talking to my grandma about moving in with her. I don't have anywhere else to go but I can't stay here long term. I admit that my family doesn't get it. I flat out TOLD my mother that he was looking for other women, she agreed that was bad, then an hour later asked if we were getting along better. I admit, I am wondering if this is just what women are supposed to expect and I am blowing this out of proportion because not even my vanilla family seems upset that he is out there searching. Is this normal and I am the abnormal one? Do I decide that 2 years of my life has been put into this so I need to settle down and behave myself because boys will be boys, and not worry about him looking for someone on the side? I am sorry. This admit just got way too long and personal. I am going to go for a walk to find someplace private so I can cry until the tears stop coming. I admit it some people put up with a lot more than I would want to. I admit it you are the one who decides what you will put up with, not your mother, not your friends, not your Sir, YOU! I admit it self-respect is way more important that external validation of our actions. I admit it you do what you believe is best for you & fuck the rest of the idiots!!!!
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Ring the bells that still can ring Forget your perfect offering There is a crack in everything That's how the light gets in ~~L. Cohen Just one of the yahoo's
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