mnottertail
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ORIGINAL: Sunnyfey Ok so at my last show I had alot of ...interesting things happen. One a Domina friend of mine (knowing full well I am submissive and have never ever topped anyone ever) asked her sissy boys to tend to me before my scene with my Dom. Now nice boys they are they followed me it to the rest room to help me get dressed and, do my hair and what not. Im entierly ok with all of that...sub bonding is always fun. But after I got all that done I need to get into my headspace for the scene, and was complaining to said Domina friend about my back and feet hurting, so she smiled real big and said to her boys "Now you listen to Mistress M, Im going to go pick up food for all of us, just listen to her as you would me" ...I was standing there like an idiot gapeing at her. "Dont worry sis, just tell them what to do they are good boys. I'll be back soon". And so I ordered them to rub my back, feet and meditate with me. WTF IM NOT A TOP. (small tiny tiny voice) but i so got off on that. Another weird thing, old old old friend of mine asked me to top her since Im the only who knows about pony play in our group, and I said yes because I want to see her happy, and being friends for so long I know her limits. And..talking about the whole thing with her and what not, I've been all happy and giddy about that too. Im starting to think Im a swtich...I dont know...Im all confused. remember it is not all about being the menacing and invincible fuck, it is about being in control and having expertise in the situation. One can serenely and placidly bid you do.........without rancor or disaster. Chil the fuck out, dawg!!!!! Ron
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