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camille65 -> RE: I hate it when........ (8/16/2008 2:27:50 AM)
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Deja vu hate. I'm getting to the point where I can't stand it. Barney will not stop howling. Every 3 hours at night she becomes convinced she is starving to death, imminent starvation. She has a bowl of dry kibble but wants canned mackeral every few hours. She never stops howling but I only get up every 3 hours or so. She doesn't do this during the day, only at night while I'm trying desperately to catch up on much much needed sleep. I tried to lock her in the back workroom but the door is messed up and she gets out in moments. If I shut my bedroom door I can still hear her and she digs at the bottom of the door (has assisted in the start of carpet removal, thoughtful kitty) Then I tried earplugs but I can't wear them due to the TMJ. Every pillow is off my bed (10 pillows, I'm a pillow whore) having been flung in her direction. I even made her a wonderful bed downstairs, all soft cushy nice with a heating pad underneath to keep her old bones warm. Omg the sound. The decibal level is off the charts. She sounds desperate and pathetic and I'm tired of getting up every 3 hours and trying to ignore her the rest of the time. She is so old. I feel awful yelling at, throwing pillows at, using a water squirt bottle at a 20 year old fragile kitty!! But I need sleep omg I need sleep so badly. With all this work I'm doing on the house I'm exhausted. Barney is sending me into another flare up which I haven't time for. I'm utterly at a lost here people. I love my kitty, she is sweet (in her own way) but... but... I can't take much more of this. Okies gonna go feed her. Again. Yes I've tried not feeding her but the howls go all frantic sounding and even my neighbor can hear if her windows are open. [:o] I'm tired and fevery. I want to sleep. I need to sleep.
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