daintydimples
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Sub space for me is a place where I am so very aware of feelings and sensations that my ability to think is impaired. The deeper I get the more impaired my thinking is, to the point where my ability to verbalize becomes impaired as well. Although I do get to a point where I say (okay let's get real here, scream) all kinds of things, I've no idea what they were, I just know I was ...vocal. If I'm not that deep I can talk if someone talks to me and I can answer a direct question, but generally with the least amount of words. A long complicated sentence might get you the response of "um." Being made to talk, answer with Sir, etc., will bring me out of it a bit and keep me from going too deep too early. When I'm in this kind of deep sub space, I don't feel pain as pain, it's just another sensation. I hope this helps, Acer, I always enjoy your posts on the board.
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Some soften by the forced reflection that comes from loss; others harden. Which are you?
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