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no pure, I was allowed to buy as much as I wanted and then I got sick because I was over doing the exertion since now we know but then we didn't I had a kidney infection, so I was upset at myself for buying things I didn't need, but I just smiled a bit and said well you know it's a process. I went shopping with my mom to get a bra, and because I know know I have a kidney infection but didn't then I got real sick and couldn't go buy a bra, and a bra isn't a non essential item I am a 48 DDD And have been wandering around for almost a year with no bra, since I didn't see a need for one an then finally I was tired of my tits flapping in the wind so to speak and told my mom she could buy me one if she wanted, because she always tried an I hate her clothing sense of fashion. So we were going to buy one but I was sick. Yup I felt a little better after a massage got some of the fluids out of my lower limbs. I saw the pych doctor once, and felt much much better because my stress was out in the air, then I went home and told my mom some stuff that was bothering me, and no there wasn't a therapist there it was just a good mother to daughter heart to heart about how I feel she's sometimes unreasonable about somethings an we get annoyed an then she won't talk to me for weeks, and I can't hendle the nervous energy of her giving me the cold shoulder every time I try to apologize. I'm not upset at the dr for telling the police I am a little unhappy with her insensitivity to me, and handling the issue, she scared me. And maybe I deserve to be scared maybe it's a good thing, but due to this I will think twice before getting help again. I have a kidney infection but we didn't know this and I thought the pych med and the allowed muscle relaxer had interacted, and james didn't think my concern was serious enough to call it in because in his mind all I wanted to tell the advice nurse was I have dirreah when I wanted to tell her I felt sick and feverish. He flew off the handle when I kept telling him what the dr said about if you think it's an emergency call 911, I was gonna just talk to the advice nurse, and then go into the hospital, but he amped up the situation so much I called 911, he then hit me in the head with something soft andI was already panicked from not feeling good, and so by the time 911 picked up I was screaming at him and they thought it was a 5150 call and not a oh my god something is wrong my stomach hurts I think some meds interacted. I am 26 but I am severely stunted emotionally and the new dr described me as borderline personality disorder, my toys keep me feeling safe and in control since I am emotionally 2 in a half when I am scared. I am also into ageplay because it's healthy way for me to have a child hood my abusers ripped from me many times s toys, have no bearing on actual age. I was talked into going into the pych hospital, because the dr told me it'd be peaceful and a good break from James who was triggering some of my anxieties, and it actually made me more anxious because now I was concerned about what was going on at home, and I was concerned, about my inability to filter noise and break down completely and get myself 5252'd which is where you assualt someone and are on hold for assualt, and in the condition I was in I wuld of snapped finally and hurt myself or someone in desperate frusteration, No, I didn't think they were bad because they didn't cater to my whims I feel they're bad because they showed poor responce or concern to the fact that someone who was previously walking and talking healthily was now falling down had a half dead expression on her face, and couldn't talk or walk on her own. They also let a guy who was basically sex crazed stay in a ward with women and he kept asking us all to fuck him and kept telling us he was going to show up in our room at night since we didn't have a room mate, and lets get jiggy. They knew this guy was doing this and he had no business in an open ward w/ith women. I admit I thought it was kind of funny he was doing this, and I was wrong to think it was funny, I should of told him get away from me I am telling staff, but the fact does not change that he was trying to get all new females to fuck him. quote:
ORIGINAL: purepleasure Please make corrections where necessary. I want to make sure I understand your situation before commenting further. OP, you've been having problems with anxiety, anger management, depression, and diet, as well as sleep. You've also have increased stress because of money issues. This all occurred prior to any medical or psychiatric attention. You met with your physician to discuss the abusive situation you've got going on with your boyfriend, and to get help with some mental health issues that have recently increased. After your appointment with your Dr., you had an intensive at-home therapy session. Was there a state certified counselor/advocate present for this therapy session? You are upset with your Dr. for reporting your domestic violence situation to the police. The police came to your home to meet with you and your boyfried, but neither of you have actually spoke face to face with the police. You started having side effects for your prescribed medication. I believe you mentioned Resperdal? These side effects included itching, dizziness, lethargy, and falling. You went shopping with your boyfriend, and had a minor breakdown over not being able to make an unecessary purchase. However, your mood improved after getting a massage. Your legs were massaged as well, to help with some chronic edema you've been experiencing. For some reason, a day or two later, you had a panic attack to the degree that you felt the need to self commit to a mental health facility because you did not feel safe in your own home. I believe you mentioned that it was related to a domestic violence type situation with your boyfriend. While in this facility, you were given medication to help with the anxiety. This medication started to cause more falling, and did not alleviate your anxiety, as you were not permitted some personal items that you brought from home. I believe you mentioned some type of stuffed toys. You are 26, correct? You feel this facility is substandard because they did not cater to your whims. I have to ask, were you denied access to a bathroom or shower? At any time was your movement restricted by physical restraints? You were permitted to leave when your Dr. determined that you were not dangerous to yourself. But, because the facility staff did not immediately notify you when your parents arrived, and you thought you did not have a ride home, it was necessary for you to call your (abusive) boyfriend at work, so that you could leave the facility immediately. Were you the only patient at the time, or were there other patients that may have had a more urgent need for the staff's attention? Seriously, if any of the above is mis-stated, please correct as needed.
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