MistressLavinia
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Joined: 3/6/2009 From: DFWM in the Land of LaviKinks Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead I admit that I love you all. I really, honestly do. I admit that I went to my paid friend group meeting last night and out of nowhere, came tears. Big, crocodile tears that didn't feel like they were going to end. I admit that I went home and called my Dad and talked to him for almost an hour and he made me cry some more because he just kept telling me how much he loved me and wanted all of God's best for me, and that I am the reason that he wakes up each day and that he wishes that I could see me the way that he does, because he is proud of all that I do for my family, for him, etc. I admit that I felt totally unworthy of all the kind things he said, even though I understand what he's getting at, I just can't really accept that someone feels like that about me. I admit that he said the song "You are my reason for living, you are my everything" summed up how he feels about me. I admit that made me cry more. I admit that he said, "Please don't cry, honey, Daddy loves you." I admit that I can't admit anymore right now because I will start crying again. I admit, I gotta admit this: I am a pretty tough chica with a heart sealed shut, I gave up on a lot of things Godly, and lost my way a lot. I admit, your smile, your love, your roast beef, sugar cookies, your things, and your God saved me. You showed me something I lost that I loved, that was living. You are such a great woman, such a wonderful Mom, such a wonderful Daughter, such a great friend to so many, it's no wonder you have to cry crocodile tears. You have blessed many lives, including mine, you have made this little I admit here shine, each time you come and go. You have given some hope and made them feel your Southern Comfort, and when you've had to show some, Your not taking any shit, you step right up to the plate. Know this, when you cry, many cry with you, and thats good, but if anyone ever makes you cry, the fucking wrath, will be furious. I admit, you are most adored beautiful woman. You have done more then your share in giving, and you must realize just like your Daddy said, Your loved. I love you with all my soul, I don't give love easily, you broke a boundary that was built almost 10yrs ago. You know the boundary, the hate, and hurt, and faithless ruin, you managed to break it. I admit I admire and respect you, and all this kindness your getting, - YOU SO DESERVE, AND MORE. I admit - Your loved more then you could imagine, you have made this a great heartfelt place, where D/s doesn't matter, Color doesn't matter, Fetish doesn't matter, but love does, and you have given it. So accept it back, its yours. I admit thank you, for teaching me once again there is a God. I admit - I am now in your corner sobbing crocodile tears, of joy for the love you have given. Thank you my dearest friend.
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If somebody offers you a lifetime supply of candy and there is just one piece, don’t eat it: It’s probably poison: ~I am: ~Petal-icious~Bitch with Tits~ ~ Ravager ~Sovereign~ LaviKinKs
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