sophiesback
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ORIGINAL: LadyHibiscus I admit Sophie needs to take care of herself first! I admit that was supposed to be HIS job! I admit that I had so gotten comfortable and HAPPY with him taking care of me. I admit I don't know how to take it back and start taking care of me again without begging my freedom? Does that make me unslave-y? That if we CAN'T take care of each other, I feel cheated/neglected/lost? That the uncertainty of if/when ANY communication, be it via phone, email, or face to face, will be - makes me feel like I'd just rather it be over so I can grieve for the loss instead of waiting and giving it a chance to work out SOMEDAY? I admit I really do love Jason and it took years to admit it to myself, much less to him or anyone else. I admit I ran from him for years because I didn't want to make things complicated....but we would always end up back together, and am feeling a bit like that's what I'm doing now - running again. I admit I need a new box of kleenex
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