CalifChick
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Joined: 10/28/2007 From: California Status: offline
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I admit that I have a bazillion admits, and just typing them out is therapeutic. ************************************** The ex: I admit that my life is so much nicer since I changed my number and the ex cannot call me anymore. I admit that since I changed it, he has only sent me one IM. I admit that he has not once asked to speak to the little chicklet or to have her call him. I admit this breaks my heart but also confirms what I have known all along - that it is me that he wants to interact with, not make a relationship with her. I admit that the IM he did send was to contact him due to an emergency. Since he sent the IM on yahoo which I never have on, instead of emailing like I told him to, I didn't get it for a couple of days. I admit that when I made contact back thru IM, he said his mother was in her final days and he asked if I would send or bring the chicklet to meet her (he says his family would pony up the money for the plane tickets - California to South Carolina). I admit that I don't necessarily believe what he said about his mother. I admit that without armed bodyguards, I would not make that trip. I admit it would be like walking into the lion's den. I admit that I think his family would snatch the chicklet and hide her. I admit that I told him it's not happening for two reasons, 1, he would have to admit to his family that he lied to them about me and I'm not the psychotic bitch he describes, and 2, she is having dental surgery done in 10 days and her health is what is most important to me right now. I admit that he made some disparaging remarks about my parenting, and I told him to fuck off and I ended the conversation. ************************************** The teenlet: I admit that at the last basketball game of the season, which was an intense, great game even though they lost (just barely), after the game was over one of the referees came up to her and told her it was one of the best played games he had ever seen. She's more of a defensive player than offensive, and the defense doesn't get a lot of "fame" normally. ************************************** Friends: I admit that I suck as an everyday friend, but I'm not too shabby as a long-term friend. And no, not "suck" in that good slutty way that we like. ************************************** Work: I admit that I think I overestimated a friend's ability to do a job, and I'm about to wash my hands of the situation. I admit that I won't keep making recommendations and giving advice on how to do the job if all I get back is excuses as to why they are not getting it done. I admit this irks me quite a bit since I have been doing this sort of job for well over a decade and I know what the fuck I'm talking about. I admit this has turned out to be a collosal failure on my part and has been making my eye twitch for weeks.
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AKA "The Undisputed Goddess of Sarcasm", "Big Bad Cali" and "Yum Bum". Advisor to the Subbie Mafia, founding member of the W.A.C. and the Judgmental Bitches Brigade, member of the Clan of the Scarlet O'Hair-a's and Team Troll
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