Phoenixpower
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I admit I screwed it up again to get to bed...as I woke up again on that damn sofa at 4am I admit that was not at all what I wanted as I did my final detox drink for last night, decided to lie down for 10minutes and then take it and then go to bed...and then all of a sudden it was 6 hours later I admit as I am out today for a pro sub session (though a harmless guy, not a beast, thankfully) I will remain in the place which he booked, will write one of my urgent applications tonight and then at last get some proper sleep there. I admit tomorrow morning I am going to meet my ex, as I am in london already, and as he wants to check out my laptop as I had a major virus attack a few days ago following which I had urgently to renew my software. I admit after running my software countless times my laptop is back to normal but he wants it to ensure that this is the case. I admit I know it is safer for him to double check, and on top of that it means he can finally de-install my damn O2-dongle which refuses from my side to get de-installed and regularly chucks out my broadband connection. I admit I doubt he will do it tomorrow and just keep the laptop for a while, but that would be ok for me. I admit, knowing that he will meet me at his new accomodation...I somehow doubt that meeting him at home is only to see his new place I admit, that whilst I wouldnt be in the most keen mood right now for 1:1 time with him due to his hibernation behaviour again in recent weeks, I know he would get me that far anyway...as he simply is fucking hot I admit that due to my upcoming meeting tonight I couldnt resist to get some chocolate despite being on detox as such.... I admit that I am ok with that, as I know that overall I will still do well and am getting on the right path to get into my graduation dress in may
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