CaHeaven
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I admit that I am still very frazzled. I am trying very hard not to be frazzled. The problem is this, I pet sit for a few friends, paid but it's not "a job" really. One of these friends asked if I could pet sit for her friend who was sick. Sick turned out to be pancreatic cancer. One week turned into three and they are bringing her home tonight to this house to go on hospice care. I am just a toothpick width shy of freaking out and fleeing the house in hysteria. I have pms, never a good thing for trying to deal with stress. The only bonus is I do not really know this person so at least she is not someone I know really well. Still, I have been fielding calls from her friends, her son, and trying to take care of the cats who live here. One week into three into ??? until after she passes and the cats are all settled. Her son is talking about my being here for months. Everything will look better when Pms passes. Right? She needs to be home, her cats need her. I am going to stay the heck away from her as much as possible. I don't like watching family members pass, I do not want to be part of this for a stranger. Please tell me that I am not a raging biotch for not wanting to participate in this experience. I am going to put on my big girl panties and deal with it but I can tell you that inside, my heart hurts.
< Message edited by CaHeaven -- 8/26/2011 4:48:53 PM >
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