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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 8:24:13 AM

kiarsia

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I admit my life seems to be FULL of complications right now...haha

If any of you remember that poly thread of mine last week...we kind of realized it was all silly. We've pretty much been poly all along just not calling it that. We realized that about the time Uncle K called and asked to come back here because he's having problems.

Even though the two of us are having difficulties, neither one of us can turn our back on K...we both love him.

So now I have all these thoughts in my head because K has always slept in the bed with us...except now we arent even sleeping in a bed together...so if he moves back in, who sleeps where??? Do I move back in between them because thats what feels comfortable? What problems will that cause? Im going through every possible choice and what if'ing the consequences and its driving me nuts.

AND I finally addmitted my hidden profile to the husband last night. He's ok with it. He apologized and said he was sorry for acting in a way that made me feel that it is what I needed to do to be able to keep contact with my friends.

He actually said K should just sleep with me, because I shouldnt punish everyone that loves me just because Im having issues with him. But still...it doesnt seem like quite the right answer.

I also came out and admitted to starting to feel attached to someone that I probably shouldnt have. At least not right now. (the one with OUT the complications, Greedy....I think somehow I made it complicated...ugh)

WTF is wrong with me?

I now have about 6 guys (and 1 girl) that Id like to walk up to and say "Hi, I know things have been rough lately, but I just wanted you to know I really want to have you in my life" Thing is I want them all in my life in different dynamics, all of them together. All of them ok and social with each other, without all this annoying second guessing and confusion.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 8:29:08 AM

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ORIGINAL: GreedyTop

*hugs phoenix*

Thanks Greedy

And glad to hear about your call from your previous boss

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 8:34:47 AM

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I admit I'm sorry to hear about the sadness and grief for Heather and Cheri.

I admit I'm having some issues with my role right now.

I admit there are a lot of things I want to accomplish, hopes, dreams, and having babies.

I admit I'm struggling with this role of wife.

I admit it's not just about me anymore.

I admit my husband is on board with most of these things, but has seemed to change his mind about at least one of them (babies)

I admit I am trying to make us both happy and find a place of compromise.

I admit I'm trying to decide if I can give up on the idea of children whether it be natural, adoption, or foster parent.

I admit it's hard and I'm not sure I'm doing a good job.

I admit I love my husband he gets me and I get him and I really want to spend the rest of my life with this man

I admit I still get all googly and weak kneed when I see him.

I admit he makes me laugh.

I admit I'm grateful for this space to let this all out.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 8:49:55 AM

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quote:

I admit I'm grateful for this space to let this all out.

I admit that I'm more that willing to be another source to let it out. You still have my cell # right? Call/txt any time sweetie.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 8:53:34 AM

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quote:

ORIGINAL: zephyroftheNorth

quote:

I admit I'm grateful for this space to let this all out.

I admit that I'm more that willing to be another source to let it out. You still have my cell # right? Call/txt any time sweetie.

I lost it when I got a new phone they didn't transfer any of my numbers. If you cmail it to me under Lmpishlilhellcat I will make use of it though!!

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 11:35:28 AM

Charnegui

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I admit, I'm with those in the path of Irene, with positive thoughts.
I admit, I'm glad over here we do not have those extremes in weather.
I admit, I left the cable to connect my camera to my PC at home

stupid me

I admit, I'm with my Love right now and well, He took me shopping this afternoon and He bought me some very, very, extremely nice outfits

I maybe may post one of them on my profile coming week

I admit, I'm going home monday.

((huggss Phoenix, Greedy, Hunny, Potty, Linn, Pony, Impi, LadyC and all those of you who write here and became my online girlies))

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 12:11:43 PM

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I admit I'm glad you're having a good time Charne. Good for you!

I admit I found an article about what happened to Cheri's friend and horrified doesn't even begin to describe it.

I admit this is a wicked, wicked world in which we now live. Her parents weren't notified by the police, they found out through a newspaper article the next morning.

I admit the landlord and his son came up to fix the hood range for my stove, no fan or light. Turns out the light was burnt out, that's nothing. But there's no vent for the fan, so it was put up their for show.

I admit to pain today in my neck and shoulders, the usual spots. This is getting ridiculous.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 12:52:13 PM

kiarsia

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I admit my profile on F.L. Has been given a shiny new name...

I like it so much I'm considering creating one over here with the same name

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 1:48:44 PM

GreedyTop

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I admit I love the new name :)

I admit I am happy Charne is happy :)

I admit I am NOT happy that friggin seriously whacked out dreams woke me up, again, and now I am feeling too keyed up to sleep... and I have to work tonight.

I admit I am looking forward to the 8th (going to see Drive By Truckers)

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 2:19:33 PM

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I admit, I'm curious as a kitteh to know da ponies new name

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 3:45:52 PM

LinnaeaBorealis

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I admit it I really hate panic attacks. There isn't any danger, but my brain is telling my body that there is. And so it feels inauthentic to me, self-indulgent, dramatic.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 4:32:05 PM

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I admit panic attacks are no fun, and you're not being self-indulgent. Don't slough it off, your brain is sending a signal of some sort that affects each body and person differently.

I admit J called it off, apparently *I've* been slacking off in the communication dept, yet I'm not the one who cancelled 3 weekends in a row to meet.

I admit I'm NOT a happy camper, but I was figuring this was going to happen, keep him from having to cancel next weekend.

I admit I will not be blamed for this by him, altough I am upset about it.

I admit NEEEEEEEEEEEEXT..............

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 4:41:09 PM

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quote:

ORIGINAL: Charnegui

I admit, I'm with those in the path of Irene, with positive thoughts.
I admit, I'm glad over here we do not have those extremes in weather.

I admit I'm with you on that One.

I admit that our Storms here (like the Lothar Storm in 1999 or the 5.6 earthquake in 2005) truly were nothing in comparison to stuff like Irene

I admit I'm also Glad that the Wildlife and crawly creatures differ, but thats another Story

I admit I'm Glad you are having a Nice Time Charne

I admit I hate that we have Sunday now...Cause it Simply means there is no Chance of a Call or Mail, workwise

< Message edited by Phoenixpower -- 8/27/2011 4:42:51 PM >

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 4:52:51 PM

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I admit we're going to get some of the effect of Irene here, but it'll just be rain and high winds. The usual weather for here, maybe just a big rougher.

I admit that although not in the direct path, just gonna get the edge of it, my hope is that friends here make it through with no losses or injuries.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 6:17:24 PM

Daddysredhead

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I admit that I am just full of warm fuzzies, Thorny... there will be naughtiness to follow, I'm sure.

I admit that Chickie's translation made me LOL.

I admit that I am very sorry for the tragic things that happen in life and send my love to Cheri.

I admit that I am sending hugs to Impy. Compromise and quiet understanding are part of loving another person who doesn't always see things the exact same way as we do.

I admit that I hope Naysha's panic soon leaves. I know that must really suck. *big, loving hugs*

I admit that the full moon hit me this morning like high tide.

Migraine, back ache, cramps, queasy... bring on the plague of locusts, and I'm pretty much set.

I admit that I watched a movie that Geoff recommended and slept this afternoon. That has pretty much been my day, with the exception of doing a couple of errands this morning.

I admit that going back to bed sounds really nice.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 6:39:27 PM

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I admit I think I should just go to bed with a good book, something to drink and fall asleep so I can wake up in the morning and get over shit.

I admit I may just take tomorrow as a day in bed, no internet and spend the day reading and doing word puzzles.

I admit I'm watching a really stupid movie that I should just turn off, and I'm watching it because there's nothing else on.

I admit I watched "Tangled" earlier, and it's really cute and funny. Made me laugh which is always good.

I admit I hope Red's Moon goes away soon and she feels better. I never know when to expect mine, could be once a month, could be every 3 or 4. It's a game of Roulette.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 6:50:18 PM

Daddysredhead

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I admit thank you, Poohbear.

I admit I am about ready to take a club and beat the schnit out of J for you, Pooh. I will take lots of pain Rx in advance so I can beat him soundly, without my own pain getting in the way.

I admit that I'm sending hugs and stuff to da lilla pony. Do what is right for you. The rest will fall into place.

I admit that there has been lots of slow, steady rain from Irene today. It started about 2 p.m. Nothing scary or crazy, just a steady rainfall. I hope that other people will be as lucky as we are.

I admit that I think we should be lucky with the hurricane stuff since we already had an earthquake on Tuesday.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/27/2011 10:56:59 PM

KeriB

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I admit I have hugs and prayers for everyone on the East Coast and anyone else who needs them

< Message edited by KeriB -- 8/27/2011 11:05:14 PM >

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/28/2011 12:58:31 AM

CynthiaWVirginia

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I admit that I am here to thank Alpha.

I admit that my sub's account is okay now. I will give him a few days to notify his friends of the switch before he closes out the one he doesn't need. He will have to re-friend some people, but is over the moon at being able to access his profile again.

So...VAA...

Thank you.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 8/28/2011 5:54:50 AM

GreedyTop

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I admit I haz a bigggggggggggggest happy to see Blushes posting again!!

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