CynthiaWVirginia
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From: West Virginia, USA
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I admit that I need one or two days of lazing about the house to recover from spending Thursday through Saturday with my sub.
A admit that it is nice having a man around who can fix my lawn mower and figure out the great mysteries of  making my new chipper shredder work. I bought it a couple/few months ago, but it was the last one, a demo, and had no paperwork. I thought the screw cap it had...was to toss oil down it, lol. Nope, I did not pour anything down it but was waiting to brangle with the company for some instructions.
I admit that I taunted my sub over the phone that I would start mowing some of my yard tomorrow. It was fun to listen to him plead to come and do it for me. I said no. He had eleven new genital piercings only just yesterday and I want him to have lots of nakie time around his home to help with healing. There is always next week or the week after. It is one of my simple pleasures to leave him twisting in the wind a little, where he craves to do something that he used to dislike before or had found it a boring chore.
I admit I discovered another kinkster. Bo's piercer. He thought he didn't belong in BDSM because he is not into dominance and submission, but the man gets a roaring buzz from being hung by hooks in his back. I explained that some of us are only into sadomasochism, some are spankos, others want D/s or M/s without the kink or funishment, while others love bondage. Mix and match any way ya like. Bo and I have gotten him interested in going to KATS. I told him that I would love to go to a play party where someone skilled as he is can demonstrate temporary piercings...and found out that he would love to do this. Part of what gave him away was this huge bed of nails he had leaning up against the wall in his piercing room.
I admit that it was WOW. I kept thinking that I wish I was the sort to make a cell in my basement where the only bed was the bed of nails...
I admit that I told him he should make pix of it and have typed instructions so that others may make their own, if interested. Or just pay him to build one. His eyes almost caught fire then, especially when Bo told him about the cross he had built and the other bondage furniture he was making for us. The piercer is handy with building things and would love to try his hand at these too. I feel better about being at the September Munch, as I will know two others, my sub and his piercer.
I admit that last month I talked with a woman who was into spankings, and didn't know that that fell under the umbrella of what we do. Spankos. She was like, "I am into BDSM?!" LOL, she and her casual partner will be going to Munches in NC soon, and I hope they hook up with other spankos and have a great time.
I admit I am surprised to learn that not everyone is into the dominance/submission part, that so many enjoy sadomasochism without it. This dividing line among "vanillas" amazes me: I see ones into kink only, who are not into D/s, and then I see another group who think they are traditional and old fashioned who are very much into D/s, but won't touch anything kinky with a ten foot pole.
I admit it makes me wonder how many people are actually "vanilla".
I admit that I had a lump scare recently, under my left arm, and had two mammograms, an ultrasound, and later an MRI. Yeah, the lymph node was hinky...but not cancerous. Yay! My boy was almost sick to his stomach with worrying and I am glad that is behind us. Instead we found out that I have some great honking cyst on my left kidney. WTF? How in the world did I do that to myself...? I will be hunting on the internet to learn more, and will be looking through CM archives in the Health and Safeties area later tonight. The oncologist's assistant told me my doctor might order a closeup MRI instead of an all body one. Beats me as to why...it is not cancerous and just something else to live with, yanno? Over the cyst, it looks like I will be having another ultrasound. It doesn't hurt, but I have been having a mild nausea this week...and when I had my boy tighten my light leather corset I had to take it off after an hour or two because it caused me pain and more nausea. This has never happened before, as I have worn it at home under a blouse for a good eight hours, and so I am sort of blaming the cyst.
I admit I have new cordless phones, because I kept draining the battery completely on my old one and want to switch out when one starts to beep. I am 47, darn it, and have always been able to just buy a phone and plug it in. With the cordless, I had to plug it into an outlet as well. Aargh...with this one...it is driving me nuts. It rings, then says "Handset is out of range" even when I used the phone that was a foot from the base. After talking with my sub, I figured it out that I have to...program?...it. Gah! They have got to be kidding me. If I wanted to deal with all this fancy cr*p I would have gotten a cell phone, lol. This phone can even text message...and I have no interest in learning how to use this feature. I think I would take a sledge hammer to a phone that threatened to make me learn how to take pictures with it and post those online.
I admit...that today, over this phone...I feel like I have become my mother.
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