GoddessManko
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Joined: 3/6/2013 From: Dante's Inferno Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: Phoenixpower Thank you very very much GoddessManko... I admit I met him today in person and oh gosh....as I could see in videos about him on YouTube....he takes his business very seriously, indeed... I admit my idea was to go once a week to crossfit and do once a week workout with him....that was my idea and my goal... I admit coach Chris somehow saw this differently, cause he wants me to go once a week to crossfit, once a week to him, once a week to the gym and (yeah it is not all yet) he will also give me homework, too....with homework he means some exercises to improve stuff like strength or Balance or whatever... I admit at first I thought "well, thats ok...after all, so far I didnt do all Basic sessions anyway at my box, so there might be some weeks, where I can't go anyway due to being at work on those days where the Basic sessions are....but well....I underestimated him...cause he had the same thought and wants to talk to my box, that he gets permission from them, that he can do those missing basic skills with me, which are still preventing me from being flexible in chosing their classes and so when he gets that permission I have no excuse on earth left, not to go there once a week....thanks I admit it is an odd feeling to know, that we did not even start exercising yet and he is already kicking my arse I admit and - oh - I am soooooooooooooo looking forward to the fucking check on my weight every fucking week on his damn scale who tears apart all those Details like how much fat and how much muscles etc....seriously, I should give him the Award of Master of Arse Kicking.... I admit I do not want to sound ungrateful....but just a lil bit less pressure onto me from his side, would have been just as fine to me  I admit, though, I am nevertheless looking forward to the first session with him next week tuesday....of course I know I will be nervous like nuts, but I am nevertheless glad, that my weightloss journey finally continues again in the right hands....as it really stood still for a way too long time.... I admit on a last note, he also enabled me today, to figure out how to get out of a very tricky and expensive gym contract (I have two contracts, one of them I hate having in the first place and he addressed it by his own choice, that they need to get reduced....) therefore I am hoping to get out of that one this summer now....and if that trick works, which should be the case, then I really can't thank him enough for helping me, finding that way to get out of that shit... I admit that's so awesome! Keep it going! I admit this will sound like I'm trying to "overwork" you but it REALLY gets so much easier if you get more days in. I admit that's the best way to let the soreness leave your muscles is to keep them moving or everyday feels like the first day. I admit I think you should throw the idea past him of letting you get shorter workouts and at LEAST 3-4 days a week and why. I admit in a week or two you'll probably be keeping up with the entire class so give it a shot. I admit I'm kind of tentative today. Waiting to hear from two important business contacts and think I might have already scared off one by expressing my knowledge of SEO and asking for a confidentiality agreement. I admit my bwains, so scawy! I admit I'm hoping to hear from him soon...but how hard is it to add someone to skype?! I admit I'm overthinking this and need to just let people work at turtle speed and be OK with that. I admit this admitting thing is kind of a cool feature. I admit a blast from my past is talking about reentering my life and I'm kind of floored about that. I admit he's the most spiritually developed person in my life and I don't know what to think or feel about it so for now I'm just not gonna think about it til/if it happens.
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Happy consent is the name of the game. You are my perfect Mistress. - my collared. http://submissivemale.blogspot.com/ The Bird of Hermes is my name, eating my wings to make me tame.
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