monochromaniac
Posts: 84
Joined: 3/9/2010 From: Brighton, UK Status: offline
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I admit still living at home is incredibly stressful. I admit I wish I could ask to move in with my boyfriend for a few weeks, but he lives too far away for me to commute to work and I wouldn't want him to see this side of me. I admit I still get treated like a child by my family, and can't do anything about it. I admit it's getting really hard to stop myself from self-harming considering it's only been a fortnight since I last did. I admit I wish I was stronger than this, but nothing seems to stop the urges. I admit I probably sound like a whiney, attention-seeking emo and hate it. I admit I should probably see someone professional because my addiction to hurting myself is transforming into some form of incredibly negative masochism, and I know that it's not healthy. I admit I don't know where to get help.
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