AAkasha
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ORIGINAL: UmbraDomina To the OP: I am confused...... you say I want her to be dominant, I would be happy if she did this and that, but the whole idea of submitting to another is to do THEIR will, her will is to NOT be your Mistress. So you think even though she has said no, and has zero interest you can create the perfect dom out of her against her will? doesn't sound like a submissive act to me, sounds like a greedy, selfish boy who only is worried about getting what he wants and the hell with what your partner feels or wants. Here's a clue, NOT EVERYONE IS INTO BDSM!! if she is not, then she is not, she will not suddenly take a magic-dom pill and want to spank your ass, and lead you on a collar. Either be happy with what you have or move on. Thank you for your advice, but you misjudge me and do not know what you are talking about. At that time I was not into 'kink' at all (unless you consider a minor foot fetish I have had since like 12-14 kink), and did not try to introduce her to kink. I am a submissive person by nature and have been since I was a child, and I simply wanted to encourage her dominant side. She was a very dominant person by nature I thought, at least in public. When it came to us though she let me call all the shots, even when she did not like my decisions. Whenever we argued she would just cry and give in after a few minutes. She asked me before she did anything (she literally would call me and ask what colour clothes to wear to school sometimes). I did not try to force her into kink, just submit to her and let her know that she could call the shots, and that I would love her and be obidient if she did. I thought that that power and freedom would appeal to her. She was a feminist (a really hardcore one), but did not live it out in her relationship with me. I mean, for fricks sake, the first time we met and started talking was after she kicked me in the balls after our Taekwondo class as a 'joke'. I hated pain and did not have a ballbusting fetish, but it was that feeling of her loving to exercise power like that at my expense that first attracted me to her. The problem is that in a relationship she seemed to be an entirely different person. I was not trying to 'control' her or whatever you think. She was in everyway a dominant person in her public life, and I thought that she was just to afraid of breaking the mould in her private life. I did not mean to make her feel pressured, and surely not to make her break up with me. I know you are trying to help, but I think you are making some big assumptions about something you do not know. I am not sure if you read what I asked, but I asked if it was possible to encourage and nurture a naturally dominant woman's dominant side so that it can grow, not if it was possible to force a vanilla woman to be kinky. I am sorry to be harsh, but your reply was (intentionally or not) insulting wrong. It sounds like you made the mistake of assuming a dominant persona in public means the same in the bedroom. It doesn't. How we behave behind closed doors and in relationships often has nothing to do with how we act at work or in other social situations. Some submissive men find themselves attracted to controlling, demanding, "bitchy" (in a good way) women who are "ballbusters" (tongue-in-cheek) and they court them for months, only to find out in the bedroom the woman's response to his kinky advances is sadly just as firm: "Fuck no. Never." Oops. Now what? My first experimentation, long before I knew what S&M was, included tying up boys and watching them try to get away. I preferred this to barbies or playing doctor and it was all harmless and involved no nudity or anything weird. Soon after my 'first kiss,' after I learned that boys did not have cooties, I wanted to do things like bind their wrists together or blindfold them. In my late teens I was hair pulling, lightly slapping, biting, restraining and roleplaying because I thought it was SO exciting. This was all before my first orgasm and before my first sexual intercourse. My kinky desires just sort of evolved. I get incredibly excited (both sexually and -- well, some other rush, I can't explain it) when a man endures suffering, pain or humiliation in order to please me. It's not just a hobby, it's a bit of a compulsion, but a good one. Akasha
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