CalifChick
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Joined: 10/28/2007 From: California Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: subbykat I punish myself, because I'm not living up to my end of the bargain in the relationship. My Master and I are in a long-distance relationship, in which he wants me to train other subs, for him and I (his primary sub). It sounds great to me, but I'm painfully shy and kind of afraid of making a step to make anything happen So, he tells me in that case he will train some subs where he is and I can come and visit, but not as his primary girlfriend... I had to scroll back thru to see which parts you said, and which were posts from others. I was about to tell you that as long as you tied your self-worth to someone else, you were never going to be truly happy with yourself. That may still be true for you, but it looks like the real issue is, you aren't procuring the girls for him that he wants, so he says "fine, you're not my girlfriend anymore, you'll be my fuckbuddy". But isn't that what you are anyway? You're in a relationship where you're supposed to find girls for him... so say you find a girl for him that lives in his town... did you really expect, going into this, that you would stay in the number-one-girl spot if that happened??? Is this the kind of relationship you want? Cali
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AKA "The Undisputed Goddess of Sarcasm", "Big Bad Cali" and "Yum Bum". Advisor to the Subbie Mafia, founding member of the W.A.C. and the Judgmental Bitches Brigade, member of the Clan of the Scarlet O'Hair-a's and Team Troll
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