perverseangelic
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Joined: 2/2/2004 From: Davis, Ca Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: angelface183 First of all pervy, you are adorable. I too had a family that told me that I was fat and I wore a size 5 in High School. In my early 20's I had a coke problem and got down to a size 1. My family thought that I looked great! Never mind that I had flabby tits, a skinny body, and a huge head. I looked like ET! 18 years late I am a size 18 with large breasts and an ample rump and all of the curves that go with them. I am happier with who I am than I ever have been. And when I am with Him, I rarely wear clothes. Why; because He thinks I am hot and He wants to be able to look at and touch me. What more can a girl ask for? Do I need to lose weight for me and my Beloved to be happy? Hell, no! So you little perverse angel, I guess we are two of the lucky one who found Doms who love and adore us for the women that we are, not the ones that they would like for us to be. angelface Thank you :) I think I got pretty lucky, because I got out of my childhood with huge self esteem issues, but WITHOUT an eating disorder. I can see that it can be a good thing for an Owner to want his girl/boy to loose weight, if loosing weight will increace their health and self esteem, but I think that those kind of changes need to be coupled with acceptance. That is, I would change whatever my Owner wanted me to change, but the reason I am so comfortable doing that is because I know he loves me, period, and that any changes he'd have me make are to make me better and to please him. Also, I know any changes he makes wouldn't be because he didn't like me, or thought I was unworthy or ugly or somehow less. I guess what I'm saying is that I couldn't change for someone who didn't love me before I changed. If me loosing weight, or growing my hair out, or wearing colored contacts is a -criteria- of loving me, and being with me, then I wouldn't want to be with that person. As I say about belonging to my Owner, he doesn't need to respect me now that I belong to him, but I needed him to respect me so that I could give myself to him. He can change me however he sees fit, because he loves me -without- changes.
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