smileforme50
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ORIGINAL: littlewonder I DO have psoriasis but I keep it under control with healthy eating, meds, keeping away from stress, etc...except right now I had a bad case of it on my hands which the meds are not helping with at all so now I have to go back to the dr for most likely Humira injections. Is it a dealbreaker right now? No because it's normally in remission. Was for 10 years before he met me and only started the outbreak this year. Now had when he met me, I had an outbreak I can guarantee he wouldn't have wanted anything to do with me. If it continues to get bad to the point I had it as a child where it's uncontrollable again, I wouldn't blame him for leaving. I would leave too! Thankfully today there are many other meds on the markets to keep it under control. When I was a child, those didn't exist. That's why stuff like that doesn't matter to me....and why such judgements do bother me. Do you think you are the same basic core person....same intelligence, sense of humor, core values, beliefs, temperment, and interests you would be if you didn't have psoriasis? ^^^^^^ <==== Sorry about that......ummm....what were we talking about? No, actually. I can safely say that when I'm in remission and when I'm flaring up, it's like I'm two separate people. When I'm in remission, I'm happy, I have no temperament whatsoever, I'm relaxed, not stressed, my beliefs are much more positive about people, etc.... But when I flare up, my depression gets worse. I'm stressed to the max, I am in pain so my temperament flares up as well. Everything everyone does is annoying and I'm a bit bitchy because I can't think from the pain. People annoy me to hell. Everything they do will make me think less of them, probably because I get tired of people looking at me like I'm contagious or something. You mentioned changes in your temperment...do any of the other things I mentioned change too? I can understand leaving someone if their temperment changes to the point that it doesn't look like it will ever change back....and they just push away the people they know love them and just want to help them. What I would never understand would be someone who left just because they couldn't tolerate how your hands LOOKED. To leave someone just because of a changed physical attribute makes no sense to me at all.
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