UllrsIshtar
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ORIGINAL: newatdis As you know I am new. It was established before the slave arrived at my house that I was Master and she was slave. To do what I want with her, but she might resist at first. I knew she started her day at 5 AM. By the time she got to my State, and my city it's 11 PM at night. She commented about getting lost, being tired. Should I have just done the things I read about anyway? Without consideration as to her day? I am being dead serious. Granted I had a messed up idea about the whole thing. I only starting googling it a couple days before she got here (lol) and read mostly stories and experiences. Some twisted stuff. The ironic thing here is, I bought a book on Ebay "Doms guide to Submissive training"...and if I knew, I could have followed it to the T. But the book didn't arrive until yesterday and all this started Friday. Forget about what the book told you to do, it's not relevant. What you should have done was be a responsible leader figure for her. Which means that you should have evaluated her state, and if you reached the conclusion that what she needed from you was for you to keep her up and treat her like a slave, because it made her feel validated and submissive, then that's what you should have done. If you reached the conclusion that what she needed was to rest, then you should have ordered her to bed, in no uncertain terms, so that she understood that she wasn't being sent to bed because you were trying to cater to her, but because you -as her leader- had decided that this was what you wanted her to do. It sounds like you took the second option, but didn't make it very clear to her that you weren't trying to suck up to her, or go easy on her, or indulge her, and so she ended up feeling like she wasn't really your slave, and you weren't really in charge. Slave girls are tricky that way sometimes, they want things, and when you're not ordering them to do what they want to do, they sometimes end up feeling like you're not really in charge, even though you're ordering them what you think should be done. Being in control means that you are in charge of deciding what's best for everybody in your charge, even if that means making unpopular decisions (like sending her to bed when she apparently wanted kinky play time, and you really wanted kinky play time as well, because you decided that play time should wait until after she was rested). If she's not cool with you making decisions you deem to be in her best interest, but aren't what she really wants, she's likely not the best slave for you, because you're never going to be able to read her mind and do exactly what she wants all the time. All you can do is do what you think is best, and make it clear that you expect your commands followed, even if she'd rather do something more 'fun' instead.
< Message edited by UllrsIshtar -- 2/9/2016 12:21:09 PM >
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