newatdis
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You know what is ironic about this, we were into an argument and I asked her "what do you do for me or around here" I took care of almost everything. I even did most of the cooking, and it irritated me at times. I have realized since, she cooked everytime I asked her too. She replied, and I will never forget it "I give you companionship" ..well, that didn't mean shit to me at the time. I have always been in long term relationships. All I can say is this, five years later I get it, loud and clear. quote:
ORIGINAL: newatdis And if you want to know what happened to that great marriage, and it was in so many way. The memories I sometimes still think about, sex everywhere from the Top of a dam, the Boardwalk in Atlantic City, railroad track somewhere in Tenn (I pulled over and didn't know where we were) Dugout at a baseball field, the bathroom in the Harley Dealership, the horse stall at the county fair..i could go on and on. She hardly refused me, I never just "took it" with her or any other woman. Funny that I always ordered her food, we never even fought. Amazing cook, artist, intelligence, beauty. I truly had it all and I know it. What f--d it up? Me, surpised? I am laughing here. Because of an injury due to a motorcycle accident I got hooked on pain pills. Was driving every month from West va to Philly to see my doctors. she warned me over and over to stop. the pills were more important, besides, I never thought she would leave. We got into a fight, she left. I seen the seriousness, and got help. Didn't save the marriage but it saved me. Never looked back as far as that goes. The only thing positive thing I can take away from losing the woman that I love/loved.
< Message edited by newatdis -- 2/9/2016 2:45:15 PM >
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