sunshinemiss
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ORIGINAL: ExiledTyrant The concept of earning respect has always boggled my mind. I was conditioned at a young age to respect muh elders, teachers, persons in authority etc... however I do have two disadvantages; I am a Gemini and have that hardcore Gemini sense of justice and I am year of the dog (yes, I should've been the Pope or a serial killer driving around the country killing corrupt officials). "I was conditioned at a young age to believe I deserved to be beaten, raped, and locked in a room." Imagine someone saying that in response to you. That person was taught that people are dangerous. There are many, many people in that position - I worked with abused children in my previous life, and the flood of fear and pain tossed upon the tiniest people was heartbreaking. It's wonderful you had a more positive experience, but many people have not. We are all somewhere on the spectrum of horror to heaven that we grew up in, our personalities developed in, and our "truths" were realized in. I extend everyone respect immediately. Now they have the option to lose that respect... many do... or they sustain that respect by behaving in a respectful manner. This is one of the things we taught children about. Watch. Listen. Learn. Pay attention to how people behave. Are you safe with this person? (The children were often hypervigilant and filled with distrust). Automatically respecting people - even giving them "common" courtesy - can be fear inducing for many folks. In the lifestyle I come across the "earn respect" "prove yourself" crap all. the. time. That is further compounded by the idea that D types demand respect and the very very very wrong idea that /s types do not deserve respect. This is not crap. Dang right people need to prove themselves. The type of behaviors practiced in this community, in my mind, require that. Dom types falsely accused of inappropriate behavior, s types being bullied or abused. Of course people need to prove themselves. Heck even the people we see on a day to day basis need to prove themselves. We don't eat at restaurants that haven't been vetted by the Dept of Health. Buildings aren't built that haven't met code. We don't put money in the bank without certain safeguards. Prove yourself is a perfectly normal and important part of daily life. Even the post office has to actually get your stuff where it needs to go. Why else have tracking numbers? Respect and trust are very very different creatures. It is easy for me to extend respect to anyone, the trust part is extremely hard to earn. However, once earned, I am loyal to the bone (just ask my leather family). The respect/trust seems to become very blurry in the lifestyle, especially with the 50 shades rush to the lifestyle. The pendulum seems to be swinging in EXTREME ways with the respect, earn it, give it, ideas... then we see "I'm the D hear me ROAR" and "you're a D but not my D". This is just a different hue of "I'm the boss therefore you must do as I say" which can be found in jobs, "because I said so" which parents often spout, and on the other hand, "You can't make me" or "You're not my mother!" Respect should be extended to both sides of the kneel up front because they'll either sustain that respect with proper behavior or they'll fuck it up with improper behavior. Nevertheless, respect is one thing and trust is an entirely different creature that should be groomed, nurtured and cultivated into something worthy of you and your time. No. Courtesy, yes. Respect, no. Come on. You know this. You meet someone and you immediately get an "ick" feeling about that person. Trust it. They do not deserve your respect. Your hackles are up for a reason most likely. Maybe that reason is that you haven't learned how to let go and trust people, but that just means you aren't ready. Saves everybody some grief. Or maybe your hackles are up because the other person is grooming you for something ugly and only your gut is telling you. I can appreciate the sentiment here, but we are dealing with people. People are broken, harmed, confused, and sometimes habitual when it comes to interactions. We do our best, and sometimes we are lucky enough to click with others and respect, loyalty, etc. grow. And sometimes not. Best, sunshine
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