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Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 5:35:55 PM   
AllisonSophia1


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Status: offline 		Was (still am) suicidal, father-in -law out of town. He left two loaded revolvers in his nightstand. Couldn't take it anymore so had the cops come and remove them from the house to take away the temptations of using both of them at the same time. One on each temple. Not saying the house is completely save ad there's plenty other items in the house tunuse to fulfill my destiny.. but at leasrthe noisy items are gone.

What's the point in continuing when there's nothing left to lifebfot? Wife died October 9th 2015 and buried on my birthday on October 16th. Nobody here will give my the time of fucking day. In fact, nobody on here gives a fuck if I live or die (most opt for my death)

Twenty fucking years of wasting my time in the lifestyle with not a fucking thing to shoe for for it except sympathy attention.

And who gives a fuck if I cry, anyway?
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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 5:49:52 PM   
tamaka


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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 5:53:55 PM   
angelikaJ


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Status: offline 		Find a bereavement group or a counselor.
It can help.

https://www.metanoia.org/suicide/


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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 5:59:03 PM   
AllisonSophia1


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Status: offline 		Father-in-law is allergic tonanimal hair. Can't have pets

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 6:00:24 PM   
AllisonSophia1


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Status: offline 		Will they provide weapons to aid in my suicide?

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 6:15:27 PM   
stef


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quote:

ORIGINAL: AllisonSophia1

Was (still am) suicidal, father-in -law out of town. He left two loaded revolvers in his nightstand. Couldn't take it anymore so had the cops come and remove them from the house to take away the temptations of using both of them at the same time. One on each temple. Not saying the house is completely save ad there's plenty other items in the house tunuse to fulfill my destiny.. but at leasrthe noisy items are gone.

What's the point in continuing when there's nothing left to lifebfot? Wife died October 9th 2015 and buried on my birthday on October 16th. Nobody here will give my the time of fucking day. In fact, nobody on here gives a fuck if I live or die (most opt for my death)

Twenty fucking years of wasting my time in the lifestyle with not a fucking thing to shoe for for it except sympathy attention.

And who gives a fuck if I cry, anyway?

What exactly are you hoping to achieve with this?

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 6:25:45 PM   
DesFIP


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Status: offline 		I had suicidal ideation, on and off, for twenty years. It finally lifted when I was in my late twenties. Fifteen years later it returned with a vengeance.

In that break, SSRIs were developed. The first time, there was no treatment except for ECT which would have turned my memory into Swiss cheese. Even so, I asked for it but was refused.

When it came back, there were options. Go to the doctor and get help. You may have to try different meds. Do it. And if none of them work, go for modern ECT. Levels are much lower and side effects not anywhere like they were in the 60s. Medication to lift the symptoms, therapy to deal with the other issues.

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 6:33:00 PM   
tamaka


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ORIGINAL: AllisonSophia1

Father-in-law is allergic tonanimal hair. Can't have pets

Yes you can. Many dog breeds have hair, not fur, and therefore are hypoallegenic. Do a little research and find out which breeds.

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 6:35:25 PM   
DesFIP


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Status: offline 		Go volunteer at an animal shelter. Help socialize animals. Walk them, wash them, there.

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 6:49:11 PM   
AllisonSophia1


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Status: offline 		I had an appointment with the doctor,went all the way out there only to get there and found out my appointment was concealed and they didn't bother to call me to tell me. Wasted a trip. What good is a doctor that won't see you?

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 6:51:02 PM   
AllisonSophia1


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Status: offline 		I thought the message was clear, to die and stop being a burden to everyone. What could be plainer than that?

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 6:54:50 PM   
AllisonSophia1


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Status: offline 		Besides, I hate dogs, they make too much noise

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 6:56:58 PM   
AllisonSophia1


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Status: offline 		I'm not easy to get along with, that's why I'm forever unowned

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 7:03:57 PM   
AllisonSophia1


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Status: offline 		Come on people, admit it, you would all my pleased as punch if I died. You wouldn't have me bothering you any more. I've already figured out none of you would own me if I was the last submissive on Earth

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 7:07:51 PM   
stef


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ORIGINAL: AllisonSophia1

I thought the message was clear, to die and stop being a burden to everyone. What could be plainer than that?

Forgive my bluntness, but If that was truly the case, you would have done it already.

What I was asking is what do you hope to achieve by coming here and starting this all up again?

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 7:30:00 PM   
ShaharThorne


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From: Somewhere in TX
Status: offline 		When I was feeling suicidal, I checked myself into an ER who got me into a hospital and started treatment. Several different medications (I would develop a tolerance to some drugs) and it took a hospital in TN to realize that an antiseizure medicine was what I needed when the SSRIs refused to work (I also have fibromyalgia). Came back to TX and with the paperwork from TN, got treatment from my local MHMR who sees me every 2 to 3 months without having to do any therapy, but self reliance. My meds work at least, with one dosage change when it was discovered I was too zombie like. Was able to get my disability since my career had to deal with the public sector and I could not handle it without retreating into a reclusive state. Now I am living with my mom and we take care of each other.

Without looking at your profile (Honey, I am about to get real on you), most women will find you needy. You're what we call a "do me" and that is not appetizing to most Dommes. We are the ones in control, not you. You get your satisfaction from doing what YOU want, not what we want. That is not how it works. There is a guy call ResidentSadist who has an excellent reading list of books pertaining to the lifestyle. Look him up on the forums and follow his link. Also, depending where you reside (usually in large cities) there are munches. Go casual, not kinkified. Strike up a conversation with the people, not just the females. LISTEN!!! The folks will give advice on how to move in the lifestyle. I am on 2 groups for a major TX city and I try to make it there when I can afford it. You have to be willing to give, not just 'request' for someone to do what you want. I get requests from subs all the time, most of which being 'do mes' as well. All they care about is getting their rocks off, frankly no substance. This lifestyle is of trust and mutual respect and quite frankly it can have abusers in it.

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 7:31:57 PM   
tamaka


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ORIGINAL: AllisonSophia1

Come on people, admit it, you would all my pleased as punch if I died. You wouldn't have me bothering you any more. I've already figured out none of you would own me if I was the last submissive on Earth


Try loving yourself.

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 7:46:23 PM   
servantforuse


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Status: offline 		Let me guess. You voted for Hillary.

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 8:55:27 PM   
AllisonSophia1


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Status: offline 		Had the cops remove the loaded revolvers from the house in order to remove temptation

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RE: Suicide Prevention - 3/21/2017 8:57:53 PM   
AllisonSophia1


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Status: offline 		I would have if parolees were allowed to vote

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